Dancing free

Righteous came for their comms we made for them, and they were happy with them. We got ways they will never think of, trust us or not our backdoors so well hidden that not even their own tech head can find them.

Oh well the day was rather uneventfull, I did go see Pieter and inform him that Janvier had been in the city. I informed him of other things to, and he told me to be watch my back. Confirmations were made, before we went to the Pit we embraced briefly. A stolen moment. The Pit had some entertainment in it, Trixie a Ryder had helped capture a vampire for Mikayla's use. Mikayla is a worthy demoness if I was one I'd be proud to call her such, she tortured that male while she fed from him and his screams were music. Pity that the Ryder chick has such a weak stomach she was sick, I was myself yesterday violently ill but that was more out of fear than disgust. ~I do not fear much, but an Skyler still manages to strike fear inside me.~

I hate humanity...

I left the Pit to wander the rooftops with a new frustration all built up, no damn release none at all. Somehow I ended up in the Haven dancing to the music, the beat is something I always figured had a life all its own. If you swayed your body to it just closed your eyes, feel the beat thrum you its as if the city has its own heartbeat and its that you're dancing to. I ended up stripping for Skyler while I danced beside Gally, she had stripped off for her lover a mutant called Bame. Despite missing the Shadows I really do love my current family, I have the pleasure of being with perverts no matter the faction.

Again I move on leaving the tentpoled mutant to the attentions of Gally, and hoping that Skyler actually studies. Back upon the rooftops I could oversee the city, that is and always will be my playground. Its late the moon is high if you can even see it through the clouds and smog, I'm away from the Haven filled with people and the thrumming music. There is something else I'm listening for, a sound I have longed to hear again since becoming a cybernectic.

Night song.

I listened to the silent night actually straining my hearing to hear it, dis-heartened I decided to dance for no apparent reason other than I can. No sooner had I done so that the sweet, melody laced with sorrow, joy, hate and bitterness reached me, I could hear the night singing and she sang to me. Thus I danced to all the emotions of the human race that the night knew of and she had seen, in my own fashion of worship I danced to her song as a creature of darkness a night child.

For the night sings so sweetly, to those who can hear her.

Lulz of the day:

[18:05] Nivanglus Aya: After I beat Sipha up, he told me he wants you to collar him Rose. He also told me he'd die for it but he only loves me.
[18:05] Sipha Sands: Can some one rape her with a shovel please...

Monster revealed

A day ago we had some human supernatural in our base, chained down to the table and in the name of medical research I brutilised them. Odd that she suddenly became a he but then this is Toxia, and for once around my family I could shed the mask. I revelled in dishing out the breakages, the cuttings and they were around me watching with predatory grins. Flesh is a design the unified voice whispered, flesh is weak and so are the ones we experiment on.

Its been far too long since I talked about technique, Fareabel and myself had one of those talks to see if we could out do eachother. I enjoyed it and I was finally able to show my true nature to my family, though I think that underneath some of them perhaps hate me or fear me for it.

Yesterday though.............. Yesterday my sisterwife on her own request was turned vampire by Pieter, and all of Kaira's damn white fur pissed me off so I shoved her in to Picket's spilled blood. Ooh and that got the little kitty chained to the alter by Picket, and subsequently tortured by her and by myself. Nothing as satisfying as hearing someone scream in agony when you caused it, I think her mind broke before her spirit and will did. This is good for then she will be another monster, something akin to myself and yet I know she will come for me. I'm not afraid let her come, let her enjoy doing to me what I did to her. Pieter healed her though gifted her again, one more chance to walk with Shadows.

You can throw yourself in to the place where you are, but is it truely where you want to be?

I am the monster revealed no longer in hiding, time turns and I bide my time. I have helped create a monster, I will nurture her hate as I have nurtured mine.

Lulz of the day:

[9:49] Picket McDonnell's Tentacle Pet: Oh my FUCKING GOD! You didn't just poke me in the EYE?!?!?! DAMNIT! Does that LOOK like a cock to you, Skyler! Jeeeeeze that HURT!

Teaching the novice

Arthores Faulkes pulls out a rusty dull knife looking up to the man as he pulls his boot off and slowly presses the knife into the bottom of his foot slowly riping apart the skin as blood starts to trickle down the blade onto his hand, he starts pulling the dull blade twards the front of his foot as it dosnt cut to well but rips through his flesh

Rau Ninetails: Soo.. You got Alot of mutts on there way here

Grid Fall clenches his teeth, the blade slitting his foot open like a fish.. But still remains quiet.. Simply glaring at Art.

Blueray Darkes twitches her wings sniffing the air a mix of blood and iron, she narrows her eyes as Rau approaches them. "Figures... however we have Skyler". Holds her ground watching Thor begin his task upon the mutt, "Fucking Pack".

Arthores Faulkes looks down to Rau as he continues riping the knife through the bottom of the mutts foot "really now?"

Skyler Hennesy looks around "When did we become the pound?"

Rau Ninetails: Since you Got that guy on the hook
Rau Ninetails yawns

Blueray Darkes: Its a good chance for you to slaughter them all?

Rau Ninetails shrugs
Rau Ninetails ehems "there whole plan Is to Distract you and keep you away from the Captive long enough to Get him free

Arthores Faulkes pulls the dull knife out of the bottom of the mutts foot as he reaches around the back near his heal and jabs the knife in behind his achiles tendon and start tuging the knife to start sawing through the tendon, as he takes his other hand and jams a finger inside the open wound on the bottom of his foot and starts riping out little pices of flesh

Blueray Darkes nods, "Thanks Rau"

Arthores Faulkes: im not leaving the captive so there pretty dumb if they think that plan is going to work

Blueray Darkes waves a hand at Thor, "Just continue with your work, I'm sure my brother has been itching for a fight".

Arthores Faulkes: oh thats what i planned on doing Blue, maybe a few of them would get to catch a glimps of me tortureing him

Rau Ninetails Streatches abit" ill offer my Assistance to.... Since its abunch of Half breeds were Dealing with

Blueray Darkes grins to her as she flicks her wings slilghtly, "Most welcome".

Skyler Hennesy: If we get interrupted, I want this toy broken to pieces if he's about to get rescued.

Rau Ninetails Twitches her ear "Actually... With abit of Assitance.. I can Stop them before they even act...

Skyler Hennesy nods "Let's go then."

Blueray Darkes: Walk in the Shadows

Skyler Hennesy: Remember, the toy gets broken regardless.

Arthores Faulkes: ok so if they come here wile you are away just rip him apart?

Blueray Darkes: Yes

Arthores Faulkes: alright

Blueray Darkes holds up a hand, "Watch". She firmly grabs the big toe on his left foot, with a hiss she jerks her wrist snapping the toe backwards with a sickening crunch. Calmly she waited for a few moments before moving to the one beside it, again she jerks her wrist hearing the snap of the bone. Her eyes blazed, "Wait for a while between each, it refreshes the pain upon the old". She groans softly breaking the rest of the toes in the same fashion.

Grid Fall clenches his jaws, feeling the touch of an experienced 'artist'.. He bites down on his tongue for something to take his mind off the pain, blood dripping from his mouth as his head turns red from his concentration. He still remains silent.

Arthores Faulkes nods to Blue watching her carefully as she works

Arthores Faulkes: so kinda like this then?

Blueray Darkes: Wait a minute

Arthores Faulkes: ok.

Blueray Darkes clenches her right fist and punches the broken toes with a sort of gleefull yell, she begins again with the other foot shivering all over as she listened to each bone snapping one by one with her own doing.

Arthores Faulkes smiles with joy as he watches Blue inflect pain on the mutt

Grid Fall cringes, noticably in pain but mocks her. "That all you got, slut?"
Grid Fall cackles like an insane person, knowing he is fucked anyway.

Blueray Darkes grins wickedly up at the mutt, "I happen to be hungry". She leans forwards taking the big toe in to her mouth sucking on it softly, she bit down with her fangs tearing in to the flesh and literally ate the digit off his foot. "Now Thor, your turn".

Arthores Faulkes nods

Grid Fall cringes, but is slightly turned on by the gesture, giving her a pain filled wink.. Still clenching his jaw.

Arthores Faulkes grasps the back of his foot pulling it to lock his leg in place as he takes his other hand baling it into a fist pulling his arm back and swings his arm as his fist smashes into his locked knee smaching it feeling the knee shatter benith his hand

Grid Fall grunts, his leg swinging freely now as his muscles are rendered useless.. He then lowers his head and lunges it towards art, still hanging from the hook. He shoots him an intense glare and laughs, spit spraying onto art's face. "Fuckin pussy.." Grid Fall shakes slightly as his body tries to go into shock, holding it back with his mental training as he continues to glare at art.

Blueray Darkes nods to him, "Crude but effective". Humming the tune of ~I'm a little teapot~ she pulled out her mallet from her shadow that cackled as she did so, begining to sing the song in full her voice somewhat angelic despite her appearence. "I'm a little teapot short and stout, here's my HANDLE", on that word she swung her mallet smashing it in to the knee Thor didn't break, she laughed between moaning like she was getting something out of this. "Here's my spout, when you hear me crying pick me up and pour me out".

Grid Fall laughs insanely, numb from pain as his body is on the edge of shock.. His legs swinging in unnatural positions, having no control over them what so ever. His eyes glazing over with rage.. His body trying to transform but too injured.

Arthores Faulkes takes a hammer and laughs as the mutt spits on his face, swings the hammer around a few time be taking it and smashing it aginst his pelvis being able to feel it shatter through the handle of the hammer

Grid Fall twitches at the hammer, tilting his head at art. "You hit like a girl."

Arthores Faulkes: he makes this fun.

Grid Fall cackles, losing control of his lycan side as his face contorts slightly.. His teeth sharpeneing and extended as he growls at art.. Animal instincts beginning to kick in.

Blueray Darkes leaps up on to the rope with her wings outstreched to full width, flexing her right hand she had dropped her own mallet and was now digging at his shoulder with her claws. Literaly scooping flesh out with them she was insane, her mouth clamped on the wound to suck up the blood even as the victem began to change. Her own growl rumbled in her throat with animalistic tendacies in it, her blue and yellow eyes glowed fiercely. Blue sank her fangs in to the wounded shoulder and began eating chunks out of him, her snarl low in her throat as she ate him alive.

Arthores Faulkes walks around behind the hanging mutt as he takes the hammer swings it down upon the bottom of his spine crushing it and the tailbone then swings the hammer back around to the other side of his pelvis feeling the bones crack and split as he laughs at the guy winceing in pain he sets the hammer down grabing his knife again jabing it into the side of his knee as he rips his shattered knee cap off his leg watching the blood trickle down his leg.

Grid Fall darts his head at blue, returning the snarl as saliva drips from his canines.. He manages to shrug her off and let out a deafening howl.. The wound she inflicted effecting him shortly afterwards as he whines slightly, struggling on the hook. Grid Fall feels the crack of his spine, falling limp.. The only thing he is able to move is his eyes.. Unable to even make sounds.

Arthores Faulkes looks to the left and nods to blue "there an intruder". Arthores Faulkes: never mind he ran

Blueray Darkes drops to the floor in an animal like pose, her fangs covered in blood she voiced her own howl to echo around the Pit. Once she was werewolf and her blood still remembered, her mind was still human in a way. Her claws extended further she snarled louder, leaping to his other shoulder her fangs going in to the flesh. Closing her mouth she snapped her head backwards tearing a large mouthful with her movement, she swallowed the meat without chewing her own instincts were flared making her eyes glow brillently. Her attention focused for a while before she hisses, clamping her mouth around Grid's ear and eating it off the side of his head, clambering around him to feast the other one off before dropping back down.

Grid Fall remains still, darting his eyes back and forth as a muffled sound manages to escape his throat.

Arthores Faulkes looks up hearing him still trying to talk he grasps the hammer once again jumping into the air to reach his mouth and swings the hammer around to smash aginst his jaw shattering it and knocking his teeth out and blood spools out from his now broken mouth, he grabs his dull knife once more covered in blood climbs up the mutt and pulls his tonge streatching it out as he takes the dull knife and starts to slowly cut through it with the dull jagged part of the knife finially riping it off the rest of the way and tosses it to blue incase she wants to eat it.

Grid Fall is unable to muster up any more strength, giving in and not resisting any longer.

Blueray Darkes snatches the tongue chewing on it as she shakes her head to re-focus her primal thoughts, "Get him down, take him away now. Anymore he will die for sure". She stood up dusting her clothes off yet just smearing the blood over them, the glow of her eyes dieing down. "Dump him somewhere anywhere I don't care".

Lulz of the day:

[10:33] Blueray Darkes turns in to Katana and uses "BABYALITY" on Pieter
[10:38] Pieter Seelowe turns into a dragon and chomps blues head off "ANIMALITY"
[10:39] Kytara Dagger eeps and hides.
[10:39] Grom Prevost gives Pieter a shiny red box as a flaming skull pops out of it and scares him to death, "FRIENDSHIP!"
[10:41] Blueray Darkes: ROFL

Re-live the nightmare

DanteInferno. The bane of my past existance, one of the two wolves who shoved me along this path of shadow.

He dared to return to Toxia to taunt me for the crimes commited against me, he dared to allow another fight me when I wanted his head on a platter. Dante was beaten by Delrith ever the stick in my cog of plans, yet today he was a blessing in disguise but I couldn't leave without closure. A closure that I never got as I burnt up the body parts Dante returned to me, a closure that will never happen as I threw my fire of rage at him.

Dante: You just couldn't leave it alone could you?
Blueray: Call it a parting gift
Dante: In that case... this is a parting gift.

Oh Lucifer if I never had to have heard those words, what I would fucking do not to have heard him speak at all. When my tormenter left his pet cat stayed to tell me, that I will never kill Dante not while I hated so much. I let them both go, I didn't have a choice. The world around me was no longer there, I didn't see the path I took even as I stumbled home. He left me to re-visit what he had done to me, the vision the pain the internal break down.
~
Myriam handed the leash over to a Pack member she had found, she was speaking how they might appreciate the gift of a Shadow associate. The wolf nodded wrapping the leash around his hand as he yanked it to make me stumble forward, he replied he was grateful that the traitor was now in their hands. All I did was glare at them all with my hands binded in front of me, and my muzzle taped shut with the ducktape to prevent me from using my fangs. The wolf who then dragged me as I dug my heels in, I learned he was called Dante and mated to Quillis. The other wolf behind me shoved his hands in to my back as I fought to stay in place, I stumbled and that gave Dante time to pull me along. He took me to the dungeon.

I was thrown in to the stocks with no care to my body at all, my hands untied so I could be imprisoned in the thing. He tore the tape off my muzzle ripping off fur and whiskers, I snarled in response my fangs on show those deadly tools. He offered me food and water but despite my hunger and thirst I refused his offerings, I simply asked him to let me go that I was no use to him. Dante laughed saying he would tell Quillis of the Ryder gift to the Pack, and what ever she orders he will do. He got closer to my face and I threw myself best I could against the stocks, my shoulders got bashed I could feel the bruisings. I was trying to bite him but he backed up to avoid me, his right fist soon connected with the side of my head. A sharp yelp since it hurt and I grew silent, the world was black for a few blissful moments I had peace.

He woke me up though so I could know what he was doing to me, he had pulled out a knife to cut away my clothes to make me naked. Standing behind me he viewed me placing a finger between my thighs, he noted I wasn't a virgin but I was still un-used in the long run still tight. I lifted up my left leg and kicked him in the stomach, Dante then got some string and tied my ankles to the stocks base. Everytime I struggled the string bit in to my flesh causing me to bleed, I stopped moving and he left me there.

All night, all day. Dante returned to the dungeon that night, I was tired, hungry and dehydrated. All in all I should have had no strength at all to fight back, I was informed that Quillis had ordered him to rape and torture me to break my spirit. He said he would free me only if I became his bitch, and answered to his every whim and order whenever however. I refused I even refused offers of food and water. He watched me carefully while he waited for another Pack member, one that went under the name Keiko who I had seen around before. They both stood in front of me and I snapped at them, in order to stop me from biting Dante put some tube in my muzzle to keep it open. I shoved myself forwards cutting open my shoulders on the wood, the string cut deeper in to my ankles lacerating the muscles and tendons. With my maw kept open Keiko shoved his cock in there to get it hard, I choked on it snarled around it trying to bite while Dante sat on a throne and simply watched. He then ordered the wolf to rape me perhaps my cunt or my ass, Keiko agreed saying he could get harder in either one of my holes.

Dante: Oh and leave your sperm in there

There was nothing done to ease the passage of wolf dick being shoved in to a place that is normally an exit, Keiko had one hand around my tail and another on my waist as he thrust in to me with gusto. He was enjoying this too much enjoying my violation, he pulls out once he came and buries himself in to my pussy forcing himself in. Dante was soon by my side with a dagger in hand, he meticousily made cuts in to my body then he rubbed salt in to them. I screamed best I could with a stuffed up maw, but the sound was muffled so it was removed so they could hear me scream. While Keiko continued to rape me he was given a buttplug covered in barbed wire, it ripped and tore my anus slicing it open the blood ran freely down my thighs. A healing spell was cast it only half healed the injuries, Kishi was here now simply sitting and watching the two work. The buttplug was taken out so that Keiko could take that hole again, a dildo far too big to be inside was placed where he was once. He fucked me without mercy while I cried, Dante mashed that plastic monster in and out so large was it that it pulverised my insides.

Eventually the violation was done with after the two forced me to suck them off, I spat out their semen in retaliation they cut off my ears. The dungeon was raided Krazzy had come to get me out, there had been a few Shadows come and go but none of them stayed like Kishi had. I was almost broken I just stared blankly shuddering in agony, Dante ignored those around him and slashed off my tail then he carved in to my back. His knife went from between my shoulders to cut down to each of my sides, to the base of my spine and sever off a mass of my fur and flesh from the middle of my back. He threw it to the floor where it splatted in a sickening sound, he warned Krazzy and Ryders to stay back as he poured salt on to the fresh open wound. Krazzy hellbent on getting me free attacked the two rapists, and Dante soon had a mallet in his hands and smashed my ankles eliciting more agnoised howls from me. I was grafetul no more than grateful to the pill I recieved from Kishi that knocked me out, I awoke barely sane in a hospital bed shaking, crying and uttering the words that I will die before I will break.

I re-lived the whole thing inside my head, in vivid recreation that my nightmares lacked. I could feel the pain of all that had happened to me, and my mind was breaking from the torment. Delrith spared me though after all that I have done to him he spared me, releasing me from the personal Hell I had been placed in to. I won't ever say it to his face though, but I thank him for his small mercy.

Lulz of the day:

[19:09] Carlos Bosatsu: im coming hold on D:
[19:10] Blueray Darkes: Jerk faster
[19:10] Picket McDonnell: hahahaha
[19:10] Carlos Bosatsu: screw you! XD
[19:10] Blueray Darkes: He walked in to that one

Whipped

Chains about my wrists and ankles, pegs thrust in to wall and floor to bind me. My shadow helplessly ran over the concrete surfaces, whispering to me as my only company in that tower. I was growing weary of listening to its chatter, spouting aimless shit for my ears to hear. My night was spent there on the floor curled up, my energy was low too and I was unable to call up my fire. I hadn't fed on any of the foods I can devour, and I was hungry even just for some flesh.

That priest came to see me to taunt me, he asked how it felt to be chained up like this. I told him it was familar but at least I wasn't in the stocks, a reference to the past of not too long ago. At least I could move around if but a little, still I didn't like being kept as some sort of pet.

"Your House is dead you at least have a chance".
"You wish to suffer til you finally see the truth"?
"I will teach you a lesson you won't forget".
"Repent your sins".

With that the pain began. A holy whip with some unknown power lacerated my skin, I mentioned he needed to remember the salt. Everytime my body healed the pain seared through me on the inside, I can deal with pain and agony I been through enough. Yet this was different it tore me, ripped something inside me that made me scream and cry with the torment. He said to make it stop I have to repent my sins and be saved, I was saved without uttering those words I kept demanding death.

My family came for me. Pieter slew them as they stood in his way, I was released and carried home by Kishi. Later on I made an angel stab the damn Priest by convincing her the man was evil, after I told her what she had done she ran off crying.

I was happy.

Lulz of the day:

[14:02] Pieter Seelowe looks around "If i get hit by one fucking bullet the one who shoots dies"
[14:02] Alonzo Castaignede: holster

Shadow toy

Nareth a curious vampire who was sired by Omega, Nareth who along with Nerrisa snarls at me as I pass by. Nareth... She was sent to the Pit to meet Legion and Pontifex came along with her, I may not have much liking for the red skinned man but I tolerate him most of the time. I remember that he stole from the Shadows before I was in, and I'm still waiting patiently for punishment to befall him for it.

Legion is a butcher and not just any butcher she's an artist to go with it, each slice and cut were pure artisic percision. Those of that were there that ate flesh we feasted upon Nareth, Nich was with us also but she ran from the scene to be violently sick. I am disappointed that she couldn't stay to watch, but then again she's only human and only just turning to the darkness.

I find the vampire woman to be an odd thing, always dropping names and words of how great she is. Good drop all you want I can do that too, but you fell and we have you locked away in a cage. One of our own carved her up and one of our own keeps her, I am however amused at how she remains so calm despite the torment we give her. A creature of wisdom with no sense of self, yet she remains calm through it all.

She does so love the sea, it talks to her apprently.

Lulz of the day:

[10:01] Pontifex Janus: Cake is a lie, but the sodomy is the real deal
[10:01] Mirah McGuire snickers
[10:02] DCS2 2.33: Regg Heron OOC: that one is going to blue..lole
[10:02] GrrBrool Lykin: yer damn straight Poncho . . .
[10:02] GrrBrool Lykin: but . . .what happens in tha Tox, stays in Tox . . hahahah
[10:05] DCS2 2.33: Pontifex Janus OOC: Regg, you might want to add that Grr was playing a song about Chocolate Cake and Sodomy
[10:06] DCS2 2.33: Regg Heron OOC: damn.. not got music on.. will add ;)
[10:06] DCS2 2.33: GrrBrool Lykin OOC: and that i LOVE chocolate cake

Toxian torment

A post of various short accounts

For the times I spent not seen in the city, I was hidden away or just sleeping. I had been severly disappointed by this place, I was no better off here than I was back at home. Good thing is I would most likely make a splash in this place, and I wasn't sure where to start to be sure.

I mean come on I was already capable of living on the streets, I just needed to figure out where I could go and what I could do. Rumours on the street is that there is a werewolf Pack, I decided I should try to get in to it as I longed for my own kind. To learn of what we are, and to learn their ways.

~Pack~
Somehow it was easy to get in to the Pack, they tested me on fighting skills. I never really fought much with a sword before, I did poorly but I passed the intelligence test and got good reference from Quiet. A female I had met in the city on one of my many wanderings learning the layout of the place, it was her who suggessted I go to see Fist the Pack beta. With the short time I was in the Pack, I never actually felt I belonged there at all with them all. My suscipions were justified when the word Shadows, began my inquistive nature to find out more about them. I used the Pack to my own benefit as I gathered information, and when ever needed I showed my loyality was to them no matter how false it was. The Pack a group of werewolves with broken ranks, a group with a smaller group in its core. Its that small group that caused some of my troubles, its that small group that makes the Pack rot on the inside.

~Janvier~
Not long after I had become a Pack member I was outside the Voodoo shop, I had tried taunting Kishi due to earlier encounters with her and the fact she insulted me and Narah. It was while the Coven members and other people were gathered outside that Janvier walked up, a demon of black skin, red eyes and white hair that made him appear like a demonic Drow. A demon in the city, I could tell he was he had horns and a tail. I felt myself cringe on the inside at his presence, and the rememberance it was a demon that killed my parents. Janvier appeared to be a great being yet incrediably sad, he used to rule the Shadows but they had all scattered now as the House had fallen. When he left I trailed behind him as my curiousity was the only thing making me follow him, he turned around to face me asking me why I couldn't let a father mourn his lost children in peace. I asked him questions and he answered.

Janvier: The Shadows were my children I had rised them
Blueray: So why not just rise them again?
Janvier: I rised them once it is someone elses turn now
Blueray: If you did it once then you can do it again, why leave something that important in the hands of another?

We were interrupted when a demon tailed man dropped down in front of Janvier, the two conversed and the demon walked off as I learnt he does often. The one who remained spoke to me very little, yet told me to keep safe and I replied to him until our paths cross again.

~Shadows~
Few days later Shadows began appearing again, and I had the good fortune to meet one. He wanted to become a demon and required certain items to do so, vampire fangs, werewolf drool and cyberblood. As I was still in the Pack I had to be careful when and where I met this Shadow, my group hated their guts and yet none had any good reason other than the fact to say Shadows are evil. It was also during this time Kumori joined us and I made certain to get all the information I needed from her, she spoke like she was terrified of her old family as she called them. I was told of all the things they had done and can do, still my curiousity was not sated and I required more. Since Kumori was an ex Shadow or so she claimed to be, I became fast friends not just because of what she was but because her life story was one that made my heart cry out to her. The Shadow led me to a vampire called Pieter, he was the demon tailed man I had met before and he is a Shadow. During our talk there was rumour that vampires were seeking more space, and since Pack had already scuffled with some Kindred Alliance members I went to tell Quillis. Quillis our alpha was fed the lines that KA might take over the Pack den in order to accomadate their new members, the whole thing was believable and she fell for it hook, line and sinker. It was after the blood drive at the Hospital and I had helped to steal some Cyber blood, that I stood beside my alpha while some Shadows declared they wanted a member as a slave. Strange things.

~Associate~
I had begun feeding information what I considered important to the Shadows via Pieter, I had various conversations with the vampire and he had called me smarter than my fellows. It was such a time I was speaking with Pieter that one Pack member found me, he accused me of being a Shadow spy and thus jeapordised my safety. I ended up leaving the Pack specially since I got ordered to not go seeking Kumori, who I heard had also left and was severly injured. She of course had returned to the Shadows, and I wanted to join them in doing so have a family. Over many weeks I spent my time getting to know the members, handing in information on various things and learning that my sadistic streak was growing. Where ever there were Shadows I would be there beside them, it soon became well known over the city I was associated with them. They grew to accept and like me in turn I enjoyed their company, until I got banned from the Pit I learnt much of the rotten core of the Pack. I yearned to learn, so I swallowed it all.

~Myriam~
If there ever was a thorn in my side it was the vampire Myriam, it was Myriam who captured me. Myriam who taped my muzzle shut, Myriam who dragged me through the city, and it was Myriam who handed me to the Pack. Myriam who declared me a danger to the city, and Myriam who tried and failed twice to end my life. After all of this I must thank her, for without her I wouldn't be who I am today. Thanks babe!

~Pain~
Under the administrations of Pack I was given pain, when was I taken from them Myriam gave me more pain. I laid upon the hospital bed barely healed and unable to defend myself, she stabbed me in the chest with a dagger in a bid to kill me. Without bothering to check whether I lived she leashed me again, and dragged me on my front back to the Pack den since my ankles were smashed. Once again the Shadows came and Kumori took me to the Pit where I could begin to start a recovery, after a few days I was fully healed yet ended up getting stabbed again. Myriam struck me in the shoulder with a dagger made of silver intent on ending my life, I wasn't even prepared to fight I was at the hospital because Kumori was hurt. Good thing I was in the hospital, I left when Janvier showed up to mark the vampire. She began her screeching that I was dangerous for the City, I just smiled and left her to her fate with the Shadows. Strange they always show up.

~Family~
I eventually got accepted in to the ranks of the Shadows by Janvier himself, I tried to keep the fact hidden from those I called friend. In the end I turned on them drawing my weapons, they were Righteous and I no longer had need of them. I have my family now I bleed for them and die for them, just as I vowed to do before I became one of them.

Lulz of the day:

[19:00] Picket McDonnell: del hun coooooome
[19:00] Picket McDonnell: pretty please?
[19:00] Blueray Darkes: He came earlier
[19:00] Carlos Bosatsu: shhhh >>
[19:00] Salamol Paragon: In my mouth >_>
[19:00] Tanika Akina: woow hoo
[19:00] Picket McDonnell didn't need to know that
[19:01] Salamol Paragon: I mean NO!
[19:01] Carlos Bosatsu: XD
[19:01] Blueray Darkes: ROFL
[19:01] Carlos Bosatsu: !!
[19:01] Picket McDonnell: and that just got quoted
[19:01] Carlos Bosatsu: GOTCHA!
[19:01] Salamol Paragon: DELETE THAT!
[19:01] Blueray Darkes: HAHAHAHAHA
[19:01] Salamol Paragon: stop quoting things for proof of my sexuality

Black day

What a way to start the day......

I woke unusually late like I have been doing all week, something must be draining me of energy and I have to sleep more to recover it. I stumbled my way to Haven to wake up better and stopped dead in my tracks, I'm not saying that I've never seen a Shadow naked on a dance pole before that would be a lie. The fact is I never seen Pieter naked on a dance pole before, sure he's been on it dancing but he was clothed the last time I saw him do it. Picket, Vish and Kishi were there on the stage dancing with him, I took several pictures of Pieter in his birthday or is that deathday suit.

Talk about over loading the nervous system, if I wasn't a demoness I would say I died and went to Heaven. I highly doubt I will ever see Pieter naked again complete with erection, yes I doubt no matter how many times he teases me and makes his outragous claims.

Friday 13th suppossedly the worst day of any month, if you believe in all that superstious bullshit then fine {I have the same view in real life} I think it must have been a bad day for Quiet, she got captured and that doesn't normally happen to her for she's a good fighter unlike me. The Cybers were doing something to her head in the hospital, we got her back but not before they did whatever it was they were doing. We took Seto to the Pit for his "payback", and Aurora is having a mental break down. ~Oh glorious blood that I possess~ Me however I didn't get to injure Seto, I got told to have playtime with my footstool Priest by father. Footstool made the bad choice of pissing father off, and asking if we could release to Seto to him. Ooh bad cos priesty faggot is not even worthy enough to look at father's shoes let alone talk to him.

I had myself a small BBQ with priest as the starter, main course and dessert, I think I will dub him mugworm I liked that insult father called him. In a bid to humilate footstool I made him dress in woman's underwear, then I paraded him around the city asking people to spank him. We ended up in the church where he decided to get uppity with me, I hate the way he calls me Dear heart or Dear one it makes me wanna puke. He keeps trying to appeal to my better nature that isn't even fucking well there, footstool called me an Angel of Mercy and I told him my heritage to refute his claim.

Why do all these future seers seem to think I'm either gonna change for the good of mankind, or just simply have some huge part in some big event? I'm not that important to anyone outside family, simple fact people are overlooking and pissing me off with. He also seems to think I need someone who isn't a Shadow for me to talk to says it will do me good, but if I need to talk then I turn to Skyler. My life, my path, my family!

Stupid fucking priest

Lulz of the day:

15:49] Blueray Darkes: My tail is sensetive
[15:49] Flash Gottesmann wishes he had a recording of blue saying that
[15:50] Blueray Darkes says it louder, "My tail is sensetive!! For some reason everyone wants to grab it or play with it"
[15:50] Flash Gottesmann volunteers
[15:51] Colleen Marjeta: Be glad you aren't bald, Blue. Everybody comes up and rubs Van's head making wishes.

Burn like fire, flow like water

You can say what you want about me, you can claim what you want about me. Some of those words I will refute, and some of those claims I will dispute. They call me a divine demon, the innocent child, the one whose goodness is buried deep. I will always say fuck that shit, there's no good inside of me none at all.

I can keep my torture tally on one hand so far, those who have been under my knife or suffered my bone breaking habit know too well I can learn more. Delrith, Choi, Alonzo, some angel, a wolf, Shallkon and of course Beth, all have suffered some form of injury from my own hands. Aw but Beth has become my scare toy, I do so enjoy leaping out at her and yelling Boo just to see her jump out of her skin.

Amuses me every time.

People can't seem to figure me out I swing between being nice and bad at perfectly random times, my passion burns like a fire and my personality ever flowing like water. You can't figure me out because when you think you know, I do something completly unexpected.

Lulz of the day:

[14:33] Blueray Darkes: Can't blame me for being a perverted demon
[14:33] Blueray Darkes: Oh wait, ya can
[14:33] Tasuh Setsuko: Aye I can
[14:33] Blueray Darkes: COS ITS SO TOTALLY MY FAULT
[14:34] Picket McDonnell: I blame you for every thing that is wrong yet wonderful in the world Blue
[14:34] Blueray Darkes: I sneezed and created the universe
[14:34] Blueray Darkes: You're all living on a giant booger
[14:34] Picket McDonnell: I thought you farted... that would explain pollution
[14:34] Tasuh Setsuko: I plan to fart and destory it one day

¬_¬

Fucking hell today went smooth, erm no not at all fuck that. Myself and my brother Grom captured a cyber, Shallkon who we took home and hung up on a meathook. I barely even begun to torture him, when more cybers decided to bust in and get put down. Right after that skirmish the KA showed up on our front doorstep, they wanted fireworks so Pieter blew up his bike...

Pieter drank from me... I know he said it won't affect him but my blood is like father's, Pieter said my blood is more potent too quoting Picket from last week. I wonder if he will see things.

Once again I met with Picket to tell her what I was told by father, we agreed to work together to get what she needed. Yet at Haven that fucking cyber was at my throat acting like a moron, Dev didn't help by calling me a pussy either. Interesting twist in his attitude, I sorta find it attractive.

Lessons with Lorne at the Pit, boring like watching paint dry. I thought it would be more fun considering Lorne makes me giggle, least I'm learning something useful anyhow.

Lulz of the day:

[20:15] Blueray Darkes bitchslaps Lorne with her bible
[20:16] Lorne Harlequin plies Blue with his enormous spatula
[20:16] Blueray Darkes will not become a blueberry pancake
[20:24] Lorne Harlequin swings the spatula at Blue "You've made me crave blue berries now, you foul pancake temptress!"
[20:26] Blueray Darkes ducks under the spatula while chucking a blueberry muffin at him, "I'm far from foul, I'm rather sweet actually"
[20:27] Lorne Harlequin nom-noms the muffin "Sweet pancake and muffin temptress!"
[20:27] Blueray Darkes giggles
[20:27] Lorne Harlequin looks to Kytara "I'll bet you have some sort of pastry you like to push too."