Name: Misato Blueray Darkes.
Age: 27
Species: Demon.
Previous Species: Werewolf, Cybernectic.
Birth Species: Human.
Birth Family: One twin brother, parents were murdered.
Demon Family: Janvier(Father) Vulcan(Uncle) Suyuan(Cousin) Nerissa(Cousin) Cedahlia(Cousin) Kobe(Cousin) Trey(Cousin) Nisha(Aunt) Pieter(Distant uncle). [Any I forgot?]
Chosen Family: Freyja(Adopted daughter) Patches(Adopted son) D(Adopted son).
Current Family: House of Shadows.
Martial status: Married/Open marriage.
Food sources: Various energies and souls, mostly prefers pride.
Likes: Cookies and other sweet foods.
Dislikes: Practically everything else.
Appearence: ~Human/demon form - Pale skin with blue lipstick giving her the appearence of someone who was sufficated. Blue reptillian like eyes, black hair with blue tips, blue tail and horns. May shift out wings or tentacles...
~Corrupted human/demon form - Grey, black skin with a blue tint, blue reptillian like eyes, black hair with blue tips, blue tail and horns. May shift out wings or tentacles...
~Full demon form - Black skin with swirling markings, lightening red eyes, white hair with blue tips, upper arms, upper legs and spine all have black spikes, black clawed feet, black horns, black tail, long repitle like tongue. Might be seen creeping about on the ground. [On all forms will be seen, gold cut on her chest, gold cut on her shoulder, and two gold looking circles on her stomach. These were caused by a holy weapon, she self healed her essence and it left scarring]
Charateristics: Rather knowledable now after her several months as a cyber, not to mention surfing as energy on the internet and running The Continuum. A foul temper no longer tempered at all, her torn loyality now fixed back to her home faction completely. Often called a handfull. Unstable mental state, no one is sure if this is due to past or present trauma. Most likely both.
Personality: Fueled mostly by her anger, bitterness, hate and passion, she is a creature that lives solely by lacking boundries on who she is. She rarely likes anyone outside of her own mutual circle, everyone she doesn’t like gets treated with disdain and is despised to the fullest. Over the months she spent in the city she has developed a habit to appear dumb, this has led residents to believe she is acutally stupid when that is far from the truth. In fact she has a quiet intelligence about her that she doesn’t show unless people look for it, but lately the lack of peoples’ own intelligence has irritated her as they insult her IQ level. Prone to bouts of hyperactivity and insanity, her mental state has come in to question more often than not. She enjoys making people second guess her, that those who do get to know her best truely know how she is. Currently highly conceited, arrogent and going over the edge.
~Never judge a book by its cover~
History: Blah blah blah. Her history is spread and scattered through out this journal, to understand her one must know her distant past and her past within the boundries of Toxia. A good soul gone horribly, horribly bad, through no fault of her own she just rotted at the core. Some people would have brokenand perished, some would have stayed neutral if not good, while some like Blueray through mere determination for revenge go bad. A monster created by the brutality of those who abused her, it was after her own self damnation that the Shadows fully accepted her as one of their own.
Recent History: Kaira got her revenge on the cybernectic, spilling her insides out on to the Pit floor. Thus she perished again for the fourth time, as it turns out her heart wasn't as human as she thought it was. In Pieter's hand the heart beat changing colour to a dark black, then he dropped it in to the volcano and waited. Such a special heart that inside the depths of that unbearable heat, she was re-made and reborn as a child of Janvier. The last one remaining her existence surpassing Kishi the original child, she was the third; one of two with a heart that was an almost exact clone of their sire. On the downside though, her bloodline is abandoned. Now connected to Ardras - Marquis of Hell, Demon of discord, dicension and trouble.
~Society creates out of people what it desires them to be, it is out of this same society’s darkest bowels that monsters are born. Poor twisted person beaten to breaking point, yet did not die but continued to live to lash out at the world that birthed it.~
Friday, 20 November 2009
Thursday, 19 November 2009
I'll be okay - Amanda Marshall
It's time to let you go; it's time to say Goodbye
No more excuses; no more tears to cry
There's been so many changes; I was so confused
All along you were the one; all the time I never knew.
I want you to be happy; you're my best friend
But it's so hard to let you go now; all that could have been
I'll always have the memories; she'll always have you
Fate has a way of changing; just when you don't want it to
Throw away the chains; Let love find a way
Till love comes again, I'll be OK!
Life passes so quickly, you've got to take the time
Or you'll miss what really matters, you'll miss all the signs
I've spent my life searching, for what was always there,
Sometimes it will be too late, sometimes it won't be fair.
Throw away the chains, Let love fly away
Till love comes again, I'll be OK!
I won't give up... I won't give in...
I can't re-create what just might have been,
I know that my heart will find love again
Now is the time to return....
Throw away the chains, Let love find a way
Till love comes again, I'll be OK!
Can't go on forever, baby; I can't go on forever, baby...
Can't go on forever, baby... yeah...; I'll be OK
No more excuses; no more tears to cry
There's been so many changes; I was so confused
All along you were the one; all the time I never knew.
I want you to be happy; you're my best friend
But it's so hard to let you go now; all that could have been
I'll always have the memories; she'll always have you
Fate has a way of changing; just when you don't want it to
Throw away the chains; Let love find a way
Till love comes again, I'll be OK!
Life passes so quickly, you've got to take the time
Or you'll miss what really matters, you'll miss all the signs
I've spent my life searching, for what was always there,
Sometimes it will be too late, sometimes it won't be fair.
Throw away the chains, Let love fly away
Till love comes again, I'll be OK!
I won't give up... I won't give in...
I can't re-create what just might have been,
I know that my heart will find love again
Now is the time to return....
Throw away the chains, Let love find a way
Till love comes again, I'll be OK!
Can't go on forever, baby; I can't go on forever, baby...
Can't go on forever, baby... yeah...; I'll be OK
Round three! DING DING
For whom the bell tolls...
A saying often used for purposes to signal death, either through a battle or natural causes. The bell tolled for me long ago, I mean I'm dead I don't really care about losing my shell. Essence goes to Hell and it can be pulled back, I wonder who would pull me back or could I do it on my own.
Martko challenged me to round three of our little contest, this time he was prepared with a sword imbued with holy power. So I too came prepared on top of the cinema with my own hammer, imbued and tainted with demonic energy and two different forms of blood.
The ultimate clash!
We fought in the pouring rain like kungfu fighting with our weapons, me with my dragon headed hammer and him with his sword. No idea where the rain came from. There was this one moment when we made a shockwave, all pretty colours and a large dust cloud. Watch anime that will give you a good thing to match it up with. Ugh.
Holy weapons hurt thats what they are intended to do, to burn and sear when the wound is already healed. Its never on the surface it sort of lingers inside, to cause agony beyond anything you thought possible. Like the holy water blood from Cid after I tore his face off, my stomach hurt so much that I barely left the Pit for a day and half.
I won this round or did I? I know I won the second one even with a smashed in face, cos I heard he was crying in the church from the visions caused by my blood. I did warn him this time not to make me bleed, I even infected a kitty cat a few days ago serves him right for asking for my blood. HA. Martko I think was more messed up than I was, I crawled home again writhing in pain to the volcano. I rested inside the lava to heal from the holy damage I recieved, til a noisey fucking bike woke me up.
Bloody fucking Imps need to learn their place, specially Imps that are not Shadows.
Lulz of the day:
[23:58] Big Kuhr: I need some badass nipple rings, where do I go to buy em
[23:59] Dracon Dyszel: this is gonna sound so fucked up Big but ask my mom
A saying often used for purposes to signal death, either through a battle or natural causes. The bell tolled for me long ago, I mean I'm dead I don't really care about losing my shell. Essence goes to Hell and it can be pulled back, I wonder who would pull me back or could I do it on my own.
Martko challenged me to round three of our little contest, this time he was prepared with a sword imbued with holy power. So I too came prepared on top of the cinema with my own hammer, imbued and tainted with demonic energy and two different forms of blood.
The ultimate clash!
We fought in the pouring rain like kungfu fighting with our weapons, me with my dragon headed hammer and him with his sword. No idea where the rain came from. There was this one moment when we made a shockwave, all pretty colours and a large dust cloud. Watch anime that will give you a good thing to match it up with. Ugh.
Holy weapons hurt thats what they are intended to do, to burn and sear when the wound is already healed. Its never on the surface it sort of lingers inside, to cause agony beyond anything you thought possible. Like the holy water blood from Cid after I tore his face off, my stomach hurt so much that I barely left the Pit for a day and half.
I won this round or did I? I know I won the second one even with a smashed in face, cos I heard he was crying in the church from the visions caused by my blood. I did warn him this time not to make me bleed, I even infected a kitty cat a few days ago serves him right for asking for my blood. HA. Martko I think was more messed up than I was, I crawled home again writhing in pain to the volcano. I rested inside the lava to heal from the holy damage I recieved, til a noisey fucking bike woke me up.
Bloody fucking Imps need to learn their place, specially Imps that are not Shadows.
Lulz of the day:
[23:58] Big Kuhr: I need some badass nipple rings, where do I go to buy em
[23:59] Dracon Dyszel: this is gonna sound so fucked up Big but ask my mom
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
The shallow, the judgemental, the broken
OOC POST
The world is full of all sorts of people that also cling to the internet, I mean all sorts of people. While we're online we forget that a lot of us proberly aint all that good looking, and a lot of us don't have the same IQ levels as say someone who is intellectual. People do a lot of things they all have different behaviours, but if you never scrape past the surface then you will never know what that person is really like. To judge someone by what they do instead of who they are, that is a crime in itself. Remember ye must not judge unless ye be judged. We're all the same underneath, I urge people to try and learn about one another before making stupid judegements and labeling someone. For all you know they could behave in that way due to some deep seated issue.
I find that out of all things in the human race, men are the most shallow but women can be just as bad. You can when online learn to enjoy someone by their personality alone, but once it comes to the face to face meet thing and they aint a blonde, blue eyed skinny wench they aint wanted anymore. Its a shameful fact of life that this has to happen, you two people can connect in a way without being physically together only for that to crush them. Women are just as bad when it comes to weight, features and cock size, I suppose we are all shallow creatures but hell personality is a must a good body is just a bonus.
~deleted~
You became my whole world, it shattered in front of me. I'm picking up the pieces and putting them back together, slowly but surely I will be alright again I'll be okay. I refuse to go down the same route.... Our paths are different now.
Be happy <3
The world is full of all sorts of people that also cling to the internet, I mean all sorts of people. While we're online we forget that a lot of us proberly aint all that good looking, and a lot of us don't have the same IQ levels as say someone who is intellectual. People do a lot of things they all have different behaviours, but if you never scrape past the surface then you will never know what that person is really like. To judge someone by what they do instead of who they are, that is a crime in itself. Remember ye must not judge unless ye be judged. We're all the same underneath, I urge people to try and learn about one another before making stupid judegements and labeling someone. For all you know they could behave in that way due to some deep seated issue.
I find that out of all things in the human race, men are the most shallow but women can be just as bad. You can when online learn to enjoy someone by their personality alone, but once it comes to the face to face meet thing and they aint a blonde, blue eyed skinny wench they aint wanted anymore. Its a shameful fact of life that this has to happen, you two people can connect in a way without being physically together only for that to crush them. Women are just as bad when it comes to weight, features and cock size, I suppose we are all shallow creatures but hell personality is a must a good body is just a bonus.
~deleted~
You became my whole world, it shattered in front of me. I'm picking up the pieces and putting them back together, slowly but surely I will be alright again I'll be okay. I refuse to go down the same route.... Our paths are different now.
Be happy <3
Thursday, 12 November 2009
Quick update.. *sigh*
Yep yep one of those weeks, and damn I'm late at updating again but whatever. Its my journal and I'll update when I want to, simple as that anyone that doesn't like it... I will eat their face like I ate Pilgrim's face.
On to the quick update for whatever I haven't put in here yet.
Maki bit me went crazy from my blood, ate Pilgrim's face and made her sick. Fight with Martko round two, I ended up with a smashed in face and one tenticle missing. On the upside he got my blood on him and went crazy. Fed a vampire some of my blood that she took willingly, had some weird man hunt my ass down and he never found me.
Halloween saw the city people being the polar oppersite of what they were, Pieter was an angel and Kash was Jesus. Doctor Stein was a pimp... Jesus made the nun Suyuan masturbate with a crucifix.
Tom died and went to Hell leaving his shell empty, opened up Hellgate used family members energies and thoughts to get him back. Cursed Suyuan to have a penis and a constant erection, payback for making Kash have a vagina and a period for something he did to her that she enjoyed.
Tangled with Doc. He sought me out for payback and tried to look tough, played it off then the THING interrupted. Stein caught up with me to force me to give him respect, he earned it by all rights and has it now for evermore. Fucking human is agile even when he is healing, bloody bastard that he is.
Feeling of demise sweeps the city's nations, odd behavour from Pix and other individuals. A strange email shows up and some odd writing, clues elude to something big happening. On going process to make chaos and trouble, church doesn't like me I'm dubbed the ruthless Shadow... I'm happy.
Long live the Shadows, now recruiting dark peoples.
Lulz of the day:
Jules Carami: You can't clone Blue cos there is only one, everything is just an off color
On to the quick update for whatever I haven't put in here yet.
Maki bit me went crazy from my blood, ate Pilgrim's face and made her sick. Fight with Martko round two, I ended up with a smashed in face and one tenticle missing. On the upside he got my blood on him and went crazy. Fed a vampire some of my blood that she took willingly, had some weird man hunt my ass down and he never found me.
Halloween saw the city people being the polar oppersite of what they were, Pieter was an angel and Kash was Jesus. Doctor Stein was a pimp... Jesus made the nun Suyuan masturbate with a crucifix.
Tom died and went to Hell leaving his shell empty, opened up Hellgate used family members energies and thoughts to get him back. Cursed Suyuan to have a penis and a constant erection, payback for making Kash have a vagina and a period for something he did to her that she enjoyed.
Tangled with Doc. He sought me out for payback and tried to look tough, played it off then the THING interrupted. Stein caught up with me to force me to give him respect, he earned it by all rights and has it now for evermore. Fucking human is agile even when he is healing, bloody bastard that he is.
Feeling of demise sweeps the city's nations, odd behavour from Pix and other individuals. A strange email shows up and some odd writing, clues elude to something big happening. On going process to make chaos and trouble, church doesn't like me I'm dubbed the ruthless Shadow... I'm happy.
Long live the Shadows, now recruiting dark peoples.
Lulz of the day:
Jules Carami: You can't clone Blue cos there is only one, everything is just an off color
Monday, 26 October 2009
The darkness
I had wanted this.... The complete darkness, to be engulfed entirely and be free of any flaws. No humanity, no weakness to be strong and be above all others that were not Shadow. Not only am I in the darkness, I am a part of it inseperatble from it. I can't seem to get a handle on it, to use the power that flows within me.
Sort of like being on the bottom of a well, with no way out but up. I don't want to go up I want go down further, in to the comfort of damnation I have sought for. I hated humanity hated the mortality that coiled around me, choking me making me weak to cry in terror and fear. Now I'm better than that once more strong, unbroken and unfettered ready to take on the city.
My Lord is the path to the new ages and I walk beside him, old days flooding my mind like they happened yesterday. Everyone is expendable and the city will tremble before us, for we are the House of Shadows.
Corruption
Lulz of the day:
RockPup (In Skype): Wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle AGH PIETER'S CROTCH!!!
Sort of like being on the bottom of a well, with no way out but up. I don't want to go up I want go down further, in to the comfort of damnation I have sought for. I hated humanity hated the mortality that coiled around me, choking me making me weak to cry in terror and fear. Now I'm better than that once more strong, unbroken and unfettered ready to take on the city.
My Lord is the path to the new ages and I walk beside him, old days flooding my mind like they happened yesterday. Everyone is expendable and the city will tremble before us, for we are the House of Shadows.
Corruption
Lulz of the day:
RockPup (In Skype): Wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle wiggle AGH PIETER'S CROTCH!!!
Sunday, 4 October 2009
Updated.... again
Name: Misato Blueray Darkes.
Age: 27
Species: Demon.
Previous Species: Werewolf, Cybernectic.
Birth Species: Human.
Birth Family: One twin brother, parents were murdered.
Demon Family: Janvier(Father) Vulcan(Uncle) Suyuan(Cousin) Nerissa(Cousin) Cedahlia(Cousin) Kobe(Cousin) Trey(Cousin) Nisha(Aunt) Pieter(Distant uncle). [Any I forgot?]
Chosen Family: Freyja(Adopted daughter) Patches(Adopted son) D(Adopted son).
Current Family: House of Shadows.
Martial status: Married/Open marriage.
Food sources: Various energies and souls, mostly prefers pride.
Likes: Cookies and other sweet foods.
Dislikes: Practically everything else.
Appearence: Human/demon form - Pale skin with blue markings under the eyes, blue lipstick giving her the appearence of an ice queen. Blue reptillian like eyes, black hair with blue tips, blue tail and horns. May shift out wings or tentacles...
Corrupted human/demon form - Grey, black skin with a blue tint, blue reptillian like eyes, black hair with blue tips, blue tail and horns. May shift out wings or tentacles...
Full demon form - Black and blue skin with swirling markings, lightening red eyes, white hair with blue tips, black, back tentacles, black clawed feet, blue horns, blue tail, long repitle like tongue. Will be seen creeping about on the ground.
Charateristics: Rather knowledable now after her several months as a cyber, not to mention surfing as energy on the internet and running The Continuum. A foul temper no longer tempered at all, her torn loyality now fixed back to her home faction completely. Often called a handfull.
Personality: Fueled mostly by her anger, bitterness, hate and passion, she is a creature that lives solely by lacking boundries on who she is. She rarely likes anyone outside of her own mutual circle, everyone she doesn’t like gets treated with disdain and is despised to the fullest. Over the months she spent in the city she has developed a habit to appear dumb, this has led residents to believe she is acutally stupid when that is far from the truth. In fact she has a quiet intelligence about her that she doesn’t show unless people look for it, but lately the lack of peoples’ own intelligence has irritated her as they insult her IQ level. Prone to bouts of hyperactivity and insanity, her mental state has come in to question more often than not. She enjoys making people second guess her, that those who do get to know her best truely know how she is.
~Never judge a book by its cover~
History: Blah blah blah. Her history is spread and scattered through out this journal, to understand her one must know her distant past and her past within the boundries of Toxia. A good soul gone horribly, horribly bad, through no fault of her own she just rotted at the core. Some people would have brokenand perished, some would have stayed neutral if not good, while some like Blueray through mere determination for revenge go bad. A monster created by the brutality of those who abused her, it was after her own self damnation that the Shadows fully accepted her as one of their own.
Recent History: Kaira got her revenge on the cybernectic, spilling her insides out on to the Pit floor. Thus she perished again for the fourth time, as it turns out her heart wasn't as human as she thought it was. In Pieter's hand the heart beat changing colour to a dark black, then he dropped it in to the volcano and waited. Such a special heart that inside the depths of that unbearable heat, she was re-made and reborn as a child of Janvier. The last one remaining her existence surpassing Kishi the original child, she was the third; one of two with a heart that was an almost exact clone of their sire. On the downside though, her bloodline is abandoned. Now connected to Ardras - Marquis of Hell, Demon of discord, dicension and trouble.
~Society creates out of people what it desires them to be, it is out of this same society’s darkest bowels that monsters are born. Poor twisted person beaten to breaking point, yet did not die but continued to live to lash out at the world that birthed it.~
Age: 27
Species: Demon.
Previous Species: Werewolf, Cybernectic.
Birth Species: Human.
Birth Family: One twin brother, parents were murdered.
Demon Family: Janvier(Father) Vulcan(Uncle) Suyuan(Cousin) Nerissa(Cousin) Cedahlia(Cousin) Kobe(Cousin) Trey(Cousin) Nisha(Aunt) Pieter(Distant uncle). [Any I forgot?]
Chosen Family: Freyja(Adopted daughter) Patches(Adopted son) D(Adopted son).
Current Family: House of Shadows.
Martial status: Married/Open marriage.
Food sources: Various energies and souls, mostly prefers pride.
Likes: Cookies and other sweet foods.
Dislikes: Practically everything else.
Appearence: Human/demon form - Pale skin with blue markings under the eyes, blue lipstick giving her the appearence of an ice queen. Blue reptillian like eyes, black hair with blue tips, blue tail and horns. May shift out wings or tentacles...
Corrupted human/demon form - Grey, black skin with a blue tint, blue reptillian like eyes, black hair with blue tips, blue tail and horns. May shift out wings or tentacles...
Full demon form - Black and blue skin with swirling markings, lightening red eyes, white hair with blue tips, black, back tentacles, black clawed feet, blue horns, blue tail, long repitle like tongue. Will be seen creeping about on the ground.
Charateristics: Rather knowledable now after her several months as a cyber, not to mention surfing as energy on the internet and running The Continuum. A foul temper no longer tempered at all, her torn loyality now fixed back to her home faction completely. Often called a handfull.
Personality: Fueled mostly by her anger, bitterness, hate and passion, she is a creature that lives solely by lacking boundries on who she is. She rarely likes anyone outside of her own mutual circle, everyone she doesn’t like gets treated with disdain and is despised to the fullest. Over the months she spent in the city she has developed a habit to appear dumb, this has led residents to believe she is acutally stupid when that is far from the truth. In fact she has a quiet intelligence about her that she doesn’t show unless people look for it, but lately the lack of peoples’ own intelligence has irritated her as they insult her IQ level. Prone to bouts of hyperactivity and insanity, her mental state has come in to question more often than not. She enjoys making people second guess her, that those who do get to know her best truely know how she is.
~Never judge a book by its cover~
History: Blah blah blah. Her history is spread and scattered through out this journal, to understand her one must know her distant past and her past within the boundries of Toxia. A good soul gone horribly, horribly bad, through no fault of her own she just rotted at the core. Some people would have brokenand perished, some would have stayed neutral if not good, while some like Blueray through mere determination for revenge go bad. A monster created by the brutality of those who abused her, it was after her own self damnation that the Shadows fully accepted her as one of their own.
Recent History: Kaira got her revenge on the cybernectic, spilling her insides out on to the Pit floor. Thus she perished again for the fourth time, as it turns out her heart wasn't as human as she thought it was. In Pieter's hand the heart beat changing colour to a dark black, then he dropped it in to the volcano and waited. Such a special heart that inside the depths of that unbearable heat, she was re-made and reborn as a child of Janvier. The last one remaining her existence surpassing Kishi the original child, she was the third; one of two with a heart that was an almost exact clone of their sire. On the downside though, her bloodline is abandoned. Now connected to Ardras - Marquis of Hell, Demon of discord, dicension and trouble.
~Society creates out of people what it desires them to be, it is out of this same society’s darkest bowels that monsters are born. Poor twisted person beaten to breaking point, yet did not die but continued to live to lash out at the world that birthed it.~
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