Wednesday, 30 July 2008

The cum clock

Pieter convinced me to let him in to my head, he said I would love it but what he did I wasn't expecting. Whatever he did to me I got no idea, but the results had me in the throes of orgasm every time the clock hit an hour. The first time it happened all of the Shadows were around me watching, listening to my pleasure while I tried to fight the erotic images inside my head.

I was pretty much alone for the second as I had scampered off, the third I did in shower of the hotel room. I had opened up my link to Picket and shared with her what I was going through, poor sister of mine she orgasmed when I did while she was in the Pit in front of our family.

Twenty four hours, twenty four orgasms. Makes a girl tired you know, I never felt my body ache like this before.

Lulz of the day:

[9:52] Restroom Chemistry: yeah. Frogs don't last long around appliances, it seems
[9:52] Blueray Darkes giggles
[9:52] Restroom Chemistry: a coffeemaker would be riotously bad
[9:52] Blueray Darkes: Hyper frog?
[9:52] Restroom Chemistry: well it might improve the coffee
[9:53] Blueray Darkes: Or at least the coffee in the diner
[9:53] Restroom Chemistry: that's coffee?!
[9:53] Blueray Darkes: Meant to be
[9:53] Restroom Chemistry: christ, I thought it was soup

Friday, 18 July 2008

Too sexy?

I was charged guilty for being too sexy.
Pleaded not guilty
Verdict: Guilty!
Lulz of the day:
[18:36] Anjia Chuzen whines, "Please don't make me watch re-runs of Happy Days! Please!"
[18:39] Blueray Darkes curls up on the spider and blantely ignores the whining of the cat, she mutters something that Happy Days is the least of her worries if she kept up her racket it would be the movie Sound of music.
[18:39] Anjia Chuzen mews unhappily, "Noooo!!!"

Sunday, 13 July 2008

Mental trauma

Its not written by her hand, it seems to be hers but its shadey at best. Her shadow has her journal open, writing down the past mental trauma her owner has had.

The last few days had been hard for Blueray, she had achieved one of her goals of gaining a seat. Yet with her promotion came new responsibility, something she knew she would be able to handle. It didn't take long for her to pull on the mantle, she had risen through the ranks quickly and made excellent growth. One of few of the newer members to make it so high in so little time, Niv being even newer and already reaching Geist simply with his fighting prowess. Course she wasn't much of a fighter she did her best but she was weak in it, her strengths lay in other areas and thus she was always a great assest to her House.

She sleeps now I watch over her, tossing and turning with those nightmares of hers. Just recently that man I remember him, he trapped her in her mind and I watched helpless as she thrashed on a throne screaming. Its not often she cries its not often she even screams or begs for it to stop, she did that all writhing in whatever agony Hell he put her in to. It urks both of us that Delrith got her out of it, that he alone helped and realised who it was who ruined her completely. She still suffers mentally from the ordeal she was thrust in to, often or not becoming irrate or simply brooding quietly. I think her mind might have fractured a little and if left it would have broken completely, she does so much to try and fix the damage done to herself on her own. She's strong at least she believes that she is, its also not good to worry the rest of the family with her mental health. Specially she got the seat now.

The page is then torn out of the journal and hidden under a cushion of the couch in the Pit, for all the shadow knew it could be find and it wouldn't care. Its information on Blueray and why she is rather tempermental right now, the shade takes it place behind its owner and sighs. ~Why did you follow this path? You should have remembered not to kill with dark intent~

Lulz of the day:

[14:35] DCS2 2.34: Kaine McCallen OOC: im ultra sexy?
[14:35] DCS2 2.34: Jonathon Coage OOC: Was it that Kaine likes date rape?
[14:35] DCS2 2.34: Kaine McCallen OOC: hey.. unconcious girls dont say no.
[14:35] DCS2 2.34: Jonathon Coage OOC: Gah!

Friday, 11 July 2008

Save my soul?

Legion ate my conscience I have no guilt or regret, when I became a demon I lost my soul and it was replaced by essence.

Alonzo is a priest determined to save my soul even though I don't have one, he says my heart is wounded that I do have a soul and he will bring me back to the light. I laugh at him and say I enjoy the darkness, that nothing he can do will ever change me back in to that pathetic weak thing I used to be.

Poor little priest his task is impossible, and thus I laugh at him harder. At least he amuses me.

Lulz of the day:

[16:57] DCS2 2.32: Alonzo Castaignede OOC: LOL back
[16:57] DCS2 2.33: RockPup Grut OOC: wib
[16:57] Noelle Dinzeo: ((lool i pee faster than you ))
[16:57] DCS2 2.33: Blueray Darkes OOC: never knew it was a piss race
[16:57] DCS2 2.33: RockPup Grut OOC: -stiffles a laugh-
[16:57] Noelle Dinzeo: (9hahah ))
[16:58] DCS2 2.32: Alonzo Castaignede OOC: Rock scared the piss out of me LMFAO
[16:58] DCS2 2.33: RockPup Grut OOC: tend to do that

Wednesday, 9 July 2008

Re-live the nightmare

DanteInferno. The bane of my past existance, one of the two wolves who shoved me along this path of shadow.

He dared to return to Toxia to taunt me for the crimes commited against me, he dared to allow another fight me when I wanted his head on a platter. Dante was beaten by Delrith ever the stick in my cog of plans, yet today he was a blessing in disguise but I couldn't leave without closure. A closure that I never got as I burnt up the body parts Dante returned to me, a closure that will never happen as I threw my fire of rage at him.

Dante: You just couldn't leave it alone could you?
Blueray: Call it a parting gift
Dante: In that case... this is a parting gift.

Oh Lucifer if I never had to have heard those words, what I would fucking do not to have heard him speak at all. When my tormenter left his pet cat stayed to tell me, that I will never kill Dante not while I hated so much. I let them both go, I didn't have a choice. The world around me was no longer there, I didn't see the path I took even as I stumbled home. He left me to re-visit what he had done to me, the vision the pain the internal break down.

Myriam handed the leash over to a Pack member she had found, she was speaking how they might appreciate the gift of a Shadow associate. The wolf nodded wrapping the leash around his hand as he yanked it to make me stumble forward, he replied he was grateful that the traitor was now in their hands. All I did was glare at them all with my hands binded in front of me, and my muzzle taped shut with the ducktape to prevent me from using my fangs. The wolf who then dragged me as I dug my heels in, I learned he was called Dante and mated to Quillis. The other wolf behind me shoved his hands in to my back as I fought to stay in place, I stumbled and that gave Dante time to pull me along. He took me to the dungeon.

I was thrown in to the stocks with no care to my body at all, my hands untied so I could be imprisoned in the thing. He tore the tape off my muzzle ripping off fur and whiskers, I snarled in response my fangs on show those deadly tools. He offered me food and water but despite my hunger and thirst I refused his offerings, I simply asked him to let me go that I was no use to him. Dante laughed saying he would tell Quillis of the Ryder gift to the Pack, and what ever she orders he will do. He got closer to my face and I threw myself best I could against the stocks, my shoulders got bashed I could feel the bruisings. I was trying to bite him but he backed up to avoid me, his right fist soon connected with the side of my head. A sharp yelp since it hurt and I grew silent, the world was black for a few blissful moments I had peace.

He woke me up though so I could know what he was doing to me, he had pulled out a knife to cut away my clothes to make me naked. Standing behind me he viewed me placing a finger between my thighs, he noted I wasn't a virgin but I was still un-used in the long run still tight. I lifted up my left leg and kicked him in the stomach, Dante then got some string and tied my ankles to the stocks base. Everytime I struggled the string bit in to my flesh causing me to bleed, I stopped moving and he left me there.

All night, all day. Dante returned to the dungeon that night, I was tired, hungry and dehydrated. All in all I should have had no strength at all to fight back, I was informed that Quillis had ordered him to rape and torture me to break my spirit. He said he would free me only if I became his bitch, and answered to his every whim and order whenever however. I refused I even refused offers of food and water. He watched me carefully while he waited for another Pack member, one that went under the name Keiko who I had seen around before. They both stood in front of me and I snapped at them, in order to stop me from biting Dante put some tube in my muzzle to keep it open. I shoved myself forwards cutting open my shoulders on the wood, the string cut deeper in to my ankles lacerating the muscles and tendons. With my maw kept open Keiko shoved his cock in there to get it hard, I choked on it snarled around it trying to bite while Dante sat on a throne and simply watched. He then ordered the wolf to rape me perhaps my cunt or my ass, Keiko agreed saying he could get harder in either one of my holes.

Dante: Oh and leave your sperm in there

There was nothing done to ease the passage of wolf dick being shoved in to a place that is normally an exit, Keiko had one hand around my tail and another on my waist as he thrust in to me with gusto. He was enjoying this too much enjoying my violation, he pulls out once he came and buries himself in to my pussy forcing himself in. Dante was soon by my side with a dagger in hand, he meticousily made cuts in to my body then he rubbed salt in to them. I screamed best I could with a stuffed up maw, but the sound was muffled so it was removed so they could hear me scream. While Keiko continued to rape me he was given a buttplug covered in barbed wire, it ripped and tore my anus slicing it open the blood ran freely down my thighs. A healing spell was cast it only half healed the injuries, Kishi was here now simply sitting and watching the two work. The buttplug was taken out so that Keiko could take that hole again, a dildo far too big to be inside was placed where he was once. He fucked me without mercy while I cried, Dante mashed that plastic monster in and out so large was it that it pulverised my insides.

Eventually the violation was done with after the two forced me to suck them off, I spat out their semen in retaliation they cut off my ears. The dungeon was raided Krazzy had come to get me out, there had been a few Shadows come and go but none of them stayed like Kishi had. I was almost broken I just stared blankly shuddering in agony, Dante ignored those around him and slashed off my tail then he carved in to my back. His knife went from between my shoulders to cut down to each of my sides, to the base of my spine and sever off a mass of my fur and flesh from the middle of my back. He threw it to the floor where it splatted in a sickening sound, he warned Krazzy and Ryders to stay back as he poured salt on to the fresh open wound. Krazzy hellbent on getting me free attacked the two rapists, and Dante soon had a mallet in his hands and smashed my ankles eliciting more agnoised howls from me. I was grafetul no more than grateful to the pill I recieved from Kishi that knocked me out, I awoke barely sane in a hospital bed shaking, crying and uttering the words that I will die before I will break.

I re-lived the whole thing inside my head, in vivid recreation that my nightmares lacked. I could feel the pain of all that had happened to me, and my mind was breaking from the torment. Delrith spared me though after all that I have done to him he spared me, releasing me from the personal Hell I had been placed in to. I won't ever say it to his face though, but I thank him for his small mercy.

Lulz of the day:

[19:09] Carlos Bosatsu: im coming hold on D:
[19:10] Blueray Darkes: Jerk faster
[19:10] Picket McDonnell: hahahaha
[19:10] Carlos Bosatsu: screw you! XD
[19:10] Blueray Darkes: He walked in to that one

Saturday, 5 July 2008


Look at what she did to me!!

Abigel that insolent child punished me for partaking in the eating of Nareth, I was just doing my part I wasn't the only one. Yet she turned my hair and tail pink, pink of all the fucking colours I hate she turned me fucking pink.

I was furious at her for this not just for the colour, but for the fact she was being disrespectful to me and to other Shadows. I decided to teach her a lesson especially since she already punched me, such strength she knocked me against a wall broke some of my bones. When I found her I hunted her down since she ran, when I caught her I throttled the little Hellspawn in my anger.

Abigel: You almost killed me well done
Blueray: I could have killed you, but I didn't out of respect for who your father is.
Abigel: So you won't kill me?
Blueray: No but I can still hurt you in minor ways.
Abigel: Are we done now?
Blueray: For now

I let her go and she was rude once more, I ran after her throwing a ninja star at her. It hit her in the leg, she grew traumatised over something not that I cared. Lorne's spawn or not no one gets away with making me pink, and thus she learnt her lesson for the day. There are so many things better than death, so many things I can use to hurt her if she crosses me again.

For the reminder of the day I had to put up with the city people taunting me, asking if I was pregnant or if I was a pregnancy test. The vampire Tony did not help either for I had made him mad on my blood, I prefer it when the crazed vampires shoot at nothing but the demons they alone can see. I made two crazy that day out of mere spite, yes I hate the colour pink.

Lulz of the day:

[21:31] Carlos Bosatsu exhales and yells to her "would you just get out of here already!? Christ you're like the A-bomb, everything's fine everything's cool but the moment you walk in everything dies"
[21:32] Blueray Darkes: Cool

Tuesday, 1 July 2008