Forever marked

On top of the old Reckoning base the tower that fell in to disrepair long before my time, a place I would have rather not gone in to since it was a hole of memories. I was tortured here, my skin and essence flayed, so how appropriate to come face to face with Lorne. Death wasn't amused at this she was staring out over the city, before she turned to stare at him with her red eyes flickering with her power.

The showdown was long even if it wasn't premeditated, her trimuph was short lived after she thought she "killed" Lorne. He was back on his feet changing form with black wings bursting out of his back, Death lept backwards hissing as I often do myself damn she sounds like me. All around us the air chilled to be cold, Lorne stood saying that Eden can not be touched. He took her attack he stored it, but he unleashed the power of Pestilance upon her and she succumbed choking becoming sick. That's when he grabbed her around her throat lifting her in to the air, telling her to come home as he sucks her out of me. Oh glorious freedom, when she went limp I surged back in to my rightful place.

I remember Eden... It is a small piece of the great garden that he had stolen, he had held me close to him doing a slow waltz while soft music was around us. I was less bitter then and more open to see wonderful things such as these, I never seen such greenery before not even in the city park in the place I grew up. While we danced we floated on the air, I can still smell the scent of roses on the wind.

Returning to myself I saw what I was wearing and had a flip out, I changed my form to its more human aspect then cussed at my horns and tail. I couldn't revert them back to normal I was pretty much stuck with them great, I even changed my outfit throwing on my Shadow coat as I needed to get back to doing my duties. I thanked Lorne, got bitten by Asher, then I left the tower of memories to leave Lorne and Brianna alone. Landing on the ground below I looked up just once, my heart still ached from the absence he had left in my life. Only he would never know nor will he since I run away from it all, but I will be happy as long as he is happy with the one he is courting now. I guess I deserved it in the end to be left like that..... I'm not complaining, I'm a demon I'm over it.
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I had travelled to the library roof the next day and confronted Pestilance again, he threatened to make me sick to make me mad to make me see my worst nightmaress. I lightly laughed at the thing telling it I can't get sick its why Death was in me, I'm already mad I already suffer my nightmares that were back. Eventually I let him go I was tired of it and I was willing to let Lorne take down the other three horsemen, I turned to see Delrith standing with me I embraced him. My father before Janvier took his place as a father head, but I still loved Delrith as a lover and still find it strange how I came full circle.

Standing there looking out over the city from our perch, we talked about the recent events how disgusted he was with Death for wanting to use me in that fashion. I kissed him goodbye and left him for the rest of the night.....

Now I'm sitting on the Haven rooftop lost in my own thoughts, scowling at my tail that I really don't like much right now but I love the new horns. Horns are a big part of how demons are ranked, the bigger the horns the more power they are meant to have. Least that is what I read I don't know if it is true or not, I will have to do some experiments against a few imps or something. The sun sets behind me colouring the sky a rosey golden colour, it fuses with the toxic haze of the city that continues to prevade this place. I just sit thinking of how violated I feel once again, its like the rape and torture but on a less brutal level. Its more subtle I anally raped Bato, but I still feel like I was used in a way that shouldn't have happened. I even hate the fact that the city thinks I was a slut before this event, I never I wouldn't its not true I restrict myself to certain food sources. I'm hurt, I'm violated and I'm marked all because of Death....

Its just something else to add to my emotions, I can't regret what I done but now I wish I could.

Lulz of the day:

[2008/12/01 20:11] Carlos Bosatsu: i got something today :O
[2008/12/01 20:11] Blueray Darkes: =O
[2008/12/01 20:11] Blueray Darkes: A boner?
[2008/12/01 20:11] Carlos Bosatsu bap "close!"
[2008/12/01 20:12] Blueray Darkes: Wha?
[2008/12/01 20:13] Carlos Bosatsu: a new PC :D
[2008/12/01 20:14] Blueray Darkes: =O
[2008/12/01 20:14] Blueray Darkes: How is a PC close to a boner?
[2008/12/01 20:16] Carlos Bosatsu: trust me, ive been waiting for one for 5 years
[2008/12/01 20:16] Blueray Darkes: XD
[2008/12/01 20:16] Carlos Bosatsu: the PC! not the boner!!
[2008/12/01 20:16] Blueray Darkes: ROFL
[2008/12/01 20:18] Carlos Bosatsu: i sware if you lulz that...

Death becomes her

Ever seen the River Styx?

Ever wondered what is beyond life?

I been there a couple of times there in the grip of Death, dancing with him or her not sure now. I was ripped away from that cold embrace, and bought back to "live" in this body that surges with demonic power.

Guess that's why I was chosen to be one of the four, the energies matched with them so we could synchronise. Joah was first to go under the influence of Pestilance, I knew I was due to be taken at some point but not that soon. Like the day at the library and at the Pit, she was there before me all mysterious so enticing. There is so much I do not know about Joah, but she has kept herself from being harmed by me so far. She intrigues me but now I'm pissed that she was enslaved when we were meant to be helpers, helpers not slaves this wasn't how we were meant to go down. No one takes from me and gets away from it.

Joah no Pestilance had me wrapped up in her essence of power, such power that held me to where I stood. I crave power though I'm pretty strong myself now, I know I'm powerful I can feel it but this outranked me. I didn't want to be a slave I didn't want this, when she kisses me infests me with what she is I know I'm already gone. See I'm a demon I'm already dead in techical terms, so it was easy for Death to slide in and bind me up.

Now I'm nothing more than a backseat driver in my own god damned body, its different from the possession I had from Dimentox. Then I could at least fight the commands he gave to my body, I had no choice this time I was completely unable to do anything. My shadow soon had chains wrapped around it so the world would know I was bound, from the depths of whatever place it had shoved me I watched in horror as Death took my place. Pestilance and Death killed the fire in the hearth, infected Wire some human with a disease. Once they were out the fire was relit and the stench of it was terrible, we made our way to the Shelter to find the other vessels. Brit was there but nothing much happened since Death was tired, she left Pestilance to his own devices. That necklace Brit wears though was made by Nikita..... I wonder if it does more than protect the woman who wears it.

One thing I was glad of when Death was running the show, was the fact I no longer had to suffer my nightmares. However the night time conversations with the thing were interesting, we would stand facing one another in the river Styx the water sloshing about our ankles. I was showing my demon form I couldn't hide it here, Death was wearing its female aspect. Ten arms, black skin, red eyes, long flowing white hair, feathered black wings like a fallen angel. All around me the place we were in was stark and grey, the rocks had twisted faces of agony in them and things screamed all around us in pain. Somehow I managed to smile through it all at the torture, I don't know I'm just a sadist it makes me laugh.

[Bold is Blue, italic is Death]

So why me?

You match our energy, and we are without form. Many centuries pass before we can take a form, be it under our own power or by taking others.

You are.. Death? The last two times I saw you, you were more male in appearence.

I have many aspects the more common appearence the black robed skeleton, holding a scythe what humans call the Grim Reaper. As you see me now since I am in your body, is what Hindus call Khali the Goddess of Death and sex. Unlike my brothers who have no true form, I can be more selective in how I appear.

I wasn't meant to be a slave you piece of shit, we were meant to be a team. Why send us the dreams if you weren't going to fullfill it?

Whoops sorry we lied!

She began to walk away from me, I screamed at her to come back.

The next day begins and I'm in the library only its not me its her, Grr is there and he's upset still over Joah being taken. He calls the thing Khali and she demands he feeds the vessel, hell even I could tell my body was hungry I hadn't fed since the enslavement. She got to about half raping him, my mouth and hands all over his body but taking in energy from the air that was created. Death backed off eventually cursing the ferryman, she was still partially male in her aspect I think thats what scared her off. I didn't know why she called him that until he explained he had been in the service of her and War, interesting I could learn things about people while I couldn't do anything. I was always hungry for information, I guess I can't help sucking up that stuff even when caught in a bind. She tarried too long in this place because Omega walks up the steps of the building, her red dress rustling and she scowls at me more than she does the current driver. Yeah well Omega and me always had a difference of opinion, we tolerated one another like two armies in a make shift truce. Pieter never liked her, then he had no fondness for many of his own kind.

Death moves in on Omega and fuck she's practially begging for the power she can feel all around, there was a big cluster fuck in here now since Pestilance shows up and Jonathon. Jon of all people I hadn't expected to see him back since he had his throat torn out, well Death wasn't happy to see him she called him the one that got away. Raven's song, messenger whatever she is called one of three, she was giving power to Jon and Grr to stop the two from making a move. Even Jon was calling upon his so called God to use his power, I never got that and I still don't cos I don't believe in him. Death believes in God the creator she belives she is here to deliver fate to do her task, she moves in on Omega that vampire all dressed in red so perfect so wanting. War was let in taking the leader of a peaceful faction, Grr went mad at that moment his sword was drawn. He attacked War shoving his sword deep in to War's chest piercing her heart, the air got so cold it was like the fucking artic because guess what Death isn't happy. Grr's mind had snapped he was bellowing about War then knealt down in a submissive stance, at the same time Pestilance had convinced Jason who was reading a book on the four to join with the cause. Grr the ferryman and Jason Death's warrior, both had danced to their song long before they came to here. They left or we its so hard to tell where I ended and where Death ended, the last was Kytara the same as before she was taken by Famine the four were now complete.

Ethan has a seed inside him its a seed of destruction, he said the four could have it if they got rid of Sariel. Sariel was the one they didn't stand up against, he stood in their way but to get the seed they would confront Sariel together. Only thing is that Sariel happens to be Lorne.

I was free for an hour or two to help the also temperally free Kytara deliver a curse upon the church, once done and we were at the Pit we were taken once again and thus we left. Pieter didn't like the Horsemen every time he saw Death he flipped her off, she didn't really care except for the fact he had bitten her. Word seemed to get around that they were about, the people either mocked them or feared them, some of the braver ones were challenging them saying they would fail to bring The End. Course none of the four cared they were remaining neutral while Death, tried to incite the population to party and indulge in orgies. She went as far as going about asking to be fucked making my body in to a cum bucket, the fact that people already think I slept with anyone and anything pissed me off. She felt that and made it a point the two were different, that I hoarded my body but Death was willing to share it with those who always wanted to do me. So nice of her.... Few took the offer one of them was Bato, instead she brutilised and tore him up she wrecked him.

The longer Death stayed inside my body the more it became how she wanted it to be, there wasn't much she could change but she adjusted it til it suited her. All I could do was watch, watch and do nothing about the fact how my body was being used. Even Delrith had the nerve to hit her, she wasn't happy about that.

Death is a woman

This entry is written in a hand more elegent than before, in long letters that flow in to one another

Seems I have found the journal of this vessel I have taken over, delight in me little one let me fill you. I am the end of all, I have chosen you. This demon is mine, you can not stop me.

Devour

Pitter patter, pitter patter. Sound of the ever falling rain on the ground, strange how the streets are not flooded like the tales of when it happened before. I do not like the changes within the Kindred Alliance, though my dealings with them have become less now due to its "leadership".

Death takes my hand to lead me in to the Shelter, I see those white twins again but they vanished. I was told it is because their true forms had entered the building, I remembered Joah saying the twins were Void without form. Upon the moving picture box I see all those images I did when I was awake, of war and famine and disease, now I can see where each horseman stands in the image causing it all.

"We will devour"

I turned to face Death he who speaks with a voice that rasps, my lips thinned as I frowned. "You can not devour all".

Death looked at me with those eye sockets filled with nothing but blackness, and for once in my life I shivered in fear at something other than the dungeon. "We will do as we wish, none shall stop us".

"I can't let you".

Then he laughed. A noise that sounded like claws scratching down a chalkboard, throw in a buzz saw for good measure and thats about the sound of his laugh. "You will help us, you do already little demoness".

My fists clenched making my claws dig in to my palms, "I do not help anyone, I serve my family as I always have done".

"You cause death and chaos", he replied flatly.

"You will help us to devour all".

Joah's first dream
Joah's second dream
Joah's third dream
Joah's fourth dream
Four horsemen

Lulz of the day:

[16:41] Bato Brendel: Its okay blue I just like you. you okay in my personal book.
[16:42] Blueray Darkes: Only cos I aint ripped out your intestines yet and used them for skipping ropes

She said she called him...

I'm dreaming......

How I realise this when the dream is not even the usual, twisted nightmare anymore I don't know. Things have been getting odder by the day for me here, the Dreaming didn't help maybe that's why I got dragged to see the brat.

No one can figure it out, no one whys I dream of the horsemen.

Toxia. The rain falls on my skin its slight toxicity burning me, there is no pain because I'm dreaming. Burns and heals, burns and heals, a continious cycle as I look up at the sky not caring if I was hurt. I don't scar I don't take forever to heal my injuries, I'm better than that it was made sure of when I was turned. I am the human who lost her home, the wolf who lost her restraints, and I am the demoness who lost her humanity. The city is mine I roam its streets, I depart my seeds of chaos where I see fit. The residents I dislike are my playthings only they don't know it, I derive amusment from their re-actions to me how some think I'm good. Others know better they spit at me and curse my name, I just smile because its what I want.

Few that gain my like of them are still wary of me, they know I can turn on them for a whim or when ordered to do so. Always family first before any other, this they know hence the danger they put themselves in. Why? Just because people like to live on the edge, dance with the devil if you will. Yes, yes this city is mine is ours belongs to my family, and I'm playing in the street thinking of the next plot.

All stands still when I hear those hooves, they thundered from the docks coming out of the sea. Behind me they stop their beasts pawing the ground as the rain falls around, I turn to face them for nothing scares me anymore my back is to the Haven. Death holds his hand out for me, I knew Death been embraced by him twice listened to him whisper to me before I was ripped from him and bought back. I danced with Death first when the sword in my heart killed me, and second when I died on the alter for the second time I left Death's arms. I claim it was all black, I simply lied for I didn't want others to know. No hope for the mortals. His brothers clamour quietly behind him as they wait, I reached up for his hand.....

"We will come", he rasped his voice sounding like old paper.

I don't care what they do long as they leave my family alone, leave the few non-Shadows I like alone. Touch them and I will stand in their way, beat them back and defeat them. No one touches my family.

"Let me taste your destruction", I reply. I'm sitting on the horse again, we're riding through the city...... Joah said she called him, a knight in white armour. A knight known as Death. And this time the demoness is me, its my dream not a twisted memory. Tonight it was all me.

Joah's first dream
Joah's second dream
Joah's third dream

Lulz of the day:

[16:40] Amy Guisse: Note to self, hump boggy from behind.
[16:40] Pieter Seelowe: nooooooo! boggy needs to hump females and get taddpoles
[16:40] Amy Guisse: No fuckin way am I havin his tadpoles lol
[16:42] Amy Guisse runs off to the abortion clinic ASAP after potential boggy insemination[16:45] Amy Guisse makes a disguested face as she flings another glob off her shirt, finally being boggy seed free "Never again... until next time."

Four Horsemen

"Let me taste your destruction", she said. The demon that was me yet not me at all, stood watching the fire that consumed the wooden house. She turned when the hooves thundered over the land, she danced upon the ground lightly when they galloped circles around her.

The whole nightmare was off track, each night a little piece of it changed until it was something else entirely. Four horsemen... They appeared as they do in that book I found in the library, led by the one in white that Grr named Death.

War - Humans always war one another just as much as other races do, war kills when the blood is spilled. Corpses litter the ground, and I can eat the flesh of the dead. War destroys all.

Pestilance - The suffering of illness and disease spreads despaire over every land it touches, slow and painful deaths await for those who are stricken down in its path.

Famine - Lack of food causes whole races to starve, the wasting body is an extremely slow death. The body eats itself from the inside out over a long time, the agony of starvation is rather exquiste.

Death - He who reigns over death who taketh away life, his ways of killing are many and numerous. Sweet Death how I adore thee, plaguing the mortals with your majesty.

Behind the man in white the demoness lept up on to the white horse's back, she put her arms around him resting her head between his shoulders. She was with them as they were with her, and I still wonder why she looks like me.

Why am I with the Four horsemen?

Lulz of the day:

[17:58] ToxianNPC03 Pond does a little dance.

The nightmare changes

I can see it all happen where I stand, above the scene looking down like I had died all over again. The two children running from the blood that had been spilled, running from the burning house. Terrified for their lives, terrified they will have the same fate. I watch its all I can do, the demoness laughed her claws covered in blood. She still looks like me, still resembles me.

All I can feel is the fear, and the ever encompassing void of loss. If my heart was human it would be breaking all over again, to keep being forced to see this day over and over again every night.

My ever darkened nightmare....

The nightmare was different.

From the distance I can hear hooves beating upon the ground like a rolling thunder, breaking over the sky once the heavens open to cry upon my broken home. I turn to view the horizon the sun setting, bleeding red in to the blue like a woman who slashed her wrists to end her suffering. They were astride a beast I barely remembered, flaring nostrils and manes of fire. Streaking on their hooves leaving fire trails both on the ground and in the air, their tail of flames racing behind them like the tail of a comet.

Four horses all black with red eyes of malice, upon their backs they carried a man or a demon. Cloaked as they were I could not see their faces, I doubt I would remember anyway.

Four horsemen

Around the demoness they circled dark and silent, yet she laughed for she knew them and accepted them.

Her voice was mine, why did she steal my idenity? "War, Famine, Death and Pestilence" "Let me join you, let me taste your destruction".

Lulz of the day:

[17:12] DCS2 2.34: Blueray Darkes OOC: THE CAKE IS A LIE!!!
[17:12] DCS2 2.34: DKay Palmer OOC: THE SPYRO IS A PIE
[17:13] DCS2 2.34: DKay Palmer OOC: I need a cake so I can stuff it on my face. D:
[17:13] DCS2 2.34: Blueray Darkes OOC: I'm sure you can find one up in space