Weakness of the Mind

“Weakness of the mind, its different for each one of us”, the black demon Janvier tells his newest daughter. “For me it is the fact I am easily controlled”.

The newly completed demoness lifts her head to view her father and sire, her tongue licked over her lips before she makes a response. “I’ve got strong mental barriers; I’ve had practice thanks to Drake”.

Janvier laughed then in amusement at her as if what she had said was funny, though to her it was not and later on stood her in good stead. Unlike her father she was not a puppet to anyone, except perhaps Dimentox who was able to overcome her defences. Pieter also had done the same but he had been allowed in, in a counter to it she became more cautious to who she let in. Her mind, her sanctuary. Blueray was not safe from the weakness of Belial’s bloodline; her existence was driven by hate, rage and basic carnal needs. Then there were the times before the foul and bad temperament took over completely, she would randomly be seen running through the Toxian streets and around people. Her voice lifted in to song that spoke of random things, when she dashed off once more people wondered about her state of mind.

It was clear to those around when she had the chance to hurt another that clearly she was not alright inside her own head. Torture of the living things often got the demoness worked in to a frenzy that she would lose control over her held shape and her true form is on show. Oh how she did enjoy to hear the cracking and breaking of bones, something that she had picked up before she became a demon. Her weakness was the instability of her mind; she suffered the need to be covered in blood. So close to being a clone of her father, perhaps such a thing was inevitable.

Terrox himself had called her insane.

Blueray was to be found sitting on the edge of the volcano which, is inside the bowels of the place everyone called The Pit. Her blue, clawed feet splashed in the boiling lava un-phased by the heat, surrounded on all sides by dark walls with the usual whispers of spirits by her ears. Hands stretched out behind her, she had her head tilted up to view the glass ceiling that was also the floor if you stood up on that level. Blue irises constantly drowning in a black abyss of her eyes, flickering her gaze as if she could see things that weren’t there. She was thinking back upon the forms of insanity she had seen in her family, Kishi was prone to extreme violent outbursts and Nuku was a schizophrenic. Picket well Picket was already extremely unstable; perhaps she wasn’t as affected as the others.

Since she has been taking in more chaotic energy that had begun to unravel her sanity more and more, then there had also been the arrival of Doctor Franken Stein whose madness infected her own. Those two often spiralled one another down to insanity fuelling each other, she mutilated and devoured herself while the human madman had the visions he alone could see. Her violence had increased especially when she became unstable, coming out in bursts that would be directed at targets for her hate.

Her thoughts now upon her own blood that causes horror visions, allows people to see demons from the other plane. Little vessel of madness that she was immune to her own effects, she was perhaps considering that maybe just maybe the weakness of the mind was caused by this blood. Why else would the children of Belial that were once stable of mind, become such demented creatures when they are turned?

It made sense... If she thought about it, it really did make sense.

Blueray’s own catalyst that broke her mind in to pieces was chaos, helped along to complete its shattering by Dr.Stein.

Why that human?

Slipping further in to the volcano to submerge herself completely in its heat, she pondered upon this one insignificant being that had gained her respect and friendship. For her time among the House of Shadows she been surrounded by varying degrees of madness, dementia and insanity, she could not place her finger upon it why it was he who dragged her down the rabbit hole. Heaving out a sigh the demoness of black and blue hues began to swim down through the hot depths, the questions asked by herself with no actual answers nor were they to be found.

Why not Vistyne? It was obvious the red demoness herself was crazy, with a temper that matched or perhaps outmatched her own. Would she not have been a better and more worthwhile one to be breaking her mind? Or Emmelia half brain dead, and had messed with Blueray’s mind causing agony for days.

“I’ve lived with insanity all my life; your blood does little to affect me. I think they keep my own visions in my head company”, words of a madman.

Was that it then? The fact he had been mad since the day he was born, is that why it had been Stein and why they infect one another?

Tucking her knees up under her chin, her tail curling about her ankles and her arms wrapped about her legs. She now floated inside that lava to get some rest and feed from the spirits that flowed from its hellish mouth opening, those thoughts and those questions still whirling around and around in her head.

Besides being around insanity wasn’t so bad, being completely insane was rather refreshing.

Limitless...

Dancing free

Righteous came for their comms we made for them, and they were happy with them. We got ways they will never think of, trust us or not our backdoors so well hidden that not even their own tech head can find them.

Oh well the day was rather uneventfull, I did go see Pieter and inform him that Janvier had been in the city. I informed him of other things to, and he told me to be watch my back. Confirmations were made, before we went to the Pit we embraced briefly. A stolen moment. The Pit had some entertainment in it, Trixie a Ryder had helped capture a vampire for Mikayla's use. Mikayla is a worthy demoness if I was one I'd be proud to call her such, she tortured that male while she fed from him and his screams were music. Pity that the Ryder chick has such a weak stomach she was sick, I was myself yesterday violently ill but that was more out of fear than disgust. ~I do not fear much, but an Skyler still manages to strike fear inside me.~

I hate humanity...

I left the Pit to wander the rooftops with a new frustration all built up, no damn release none at all. Somehow I ended up in the Haven dancing to the music, the beat is something I always figured had a life all its own. If you swayed your body to it just closed your eyes, feel the beat thrum you its as if the city has its own heartbeat and its that you're dancing to. I ended up stripping for Skyler while I danced beside Gally, she had stripped off for her lover a mutant called Bame. Despite missing the Shadows I really do love my current family, I have the pleasure of being with perverts no matter the faction.

Again I move on leaving the tentpoled mutant to the attentions of Gally, and hoping that Skyler actually studies. Back upon the rooftops I could oversee the city, that is and always will be my playground. Its late the moon is high if you can even see it through the clouds and smog, I'm away from the Haven filled with people and the thrumming music. There is something else I'm listening for, a sound I have longed to hear again since becoming a cybernectic.

Night song.

I listened to the silent night actually straining my hearing to hear it, dis-heartened I decided to dance for no apparent reason other than I can. No sooner had I done so that the sweet, melody laced with sorrow, joy, hate and bitterness reached me, I could hear the night singing and she sang to me. Thus I danced to all the emotions of the human race that the night knew of and she had seen, in my own fashion of worship I danced to her song as a creature of darkness a night child.

For the night sings so sweetly, to those who can hear her.

Lulz of the day:

[18:05] Nivanglus Aya: After I beat Sipha up, he told me he wants you to collar him Rose. He also told me he'd die for it but he only loves me.
[18:05] Sipha Sands: Can some one rape her with a shovel please...

The demoness that is Blueray

First death – Demon turning
With no longer having a concept of right and wrong, thanks to Lorne's taking of her conscience. She sought out her Lord and in the Haven while the residents were sealed inside, she told him of her dark desire. Janvier's verdict find a demon heart and bring it to him, Blueray had the perfect target in mind. Her ex-lover Delrith. The two met and combat ensued, she tried to carve his organ out of him. During the battle Delrith lost control and skewered her through the chest, her own heart mortally wounded her life was forfeit. In a bid to bring Blueray back from death, he gave her his greatest gift... Half his heart to save her. The demon half fused with the werewolf half, the binding created a new demoness but an imcomplete one. When she discovered she lacked the essence needed and that she couldn't kill delrith, she spurned his gift with everything she had and made his life Hell.

Second death – Made complete
Without essence from a High demon she was fated to die, the wasting of her body could be halted by eating souls. One such soul she got from Pieter, she had to wait for her essence as at the time Belial was possessing Janvier. Janvier was freed and once again she set forth to get a demon heart, due to her failure the first time Sipha was sent with her. A demon was found his heart brutally removed, it was handed to Janvier who swallowed it whole to store it in his stomach to gain his essence. Instead of keeping it for one day she had pissed him off and he kept it for four days, he killed her on the alter ripping out out the old and replacing it with the new. One beat away from being a clone of Janvier's heart, it was made to beat in her chest with a burst of essence he pumped in to her. Blueray was now a complete demoness, and she returned the heart of Delrith to him.

Blood
The blood of Belial is a dangerous substance, on its own drank or coming in to contact with skin of a victem. They suffer the most terrifying visions of demons from another plane of existance, no one else can see these but them and it generally lasts as a whole for three days. When the blood is mixed with other substances, it causes different effects on the victem who drinks it. Also these same substances when drank by the demon, will also cause these effects as it mixes in their very bloodstream. The blood also has healing properites causing the body to heal at a super fast rate, so anything from cuts to broken bones can be healed in a matter of minutes. Using this blood on anyone who isn't immune to it can cause the visiosn to happen even with the smallest of amounts, generally when it does come in contact with others it heals the first injuries only on that person.

Mind control – Blood ability
Along with the learning of the elements it is another trait of the Belial bloodline to control the minds of others, when her hand is covered in black fire and drips like ink its best to just leave. Under the influence of Blueray the puppet acts normally until given an order to follow out, the puppet is controled for up to a week unless its severed early either by her or some other force. Blueray can control up to two people at any one time, once her energy levels are too low she can't use this at all.

Demon summoning/Hell portals
In one of those boring days Blueray drew a pentagram on the ground with her blood, through this she was able to summon a demon and get it to possess Venom. With the added bonus of the words handed to her by Lorne during one of his lessons, she has been able to improve the summoning portal and turn it in to a gateway to Hell. Said gateway was used for Denenthorn to go to Hell in order to bring back Picket, her currently Hell portals go both ways but so far unstable and uncontrolable.

Shadow
It will often be noted that her shadow doesn't copy her actions, it moves about of its own accord doing its own thing. It will often talk to her and sometimes it can be heard by others or just by Blueray herself, its really up to those around if they want to hear it. Its more fun when people think she is crazy and talking to herself. How did this happen? Her shadow became sentiant after a summoning ritual to bring a demon on to our plain, a gift for giving up a small piece of her demonic essence during the ritual. Not only does it move and talk on its own, but she uses it as a storage unit.

The Words
In the first lesson that Lorne taught to the Shadows he gave them a list of sixteen Words, he told them that in order to avoid the three by three rule you must give up an item of value. The value of the object doesn't matter long as it equals the value of the benefit you are trying to create. If you do not pay the price, the spell comes back to you times by three. [I don't use this often at all, too much hassle]

Fire – Base element/Internal
Blueray first learnt to use fire as a werewolf in the form of fireballs, once turned by Delrith that skill passed over to her new form. As Delrith has lava blood and is based mainly in fire, it was almost certain that Blueray would be the same when it came to fire. Fire is also one of the elements that can be a base from Belial's bloodline, in turn this just added to the fact she would be fire based after Janvier had made her complete. Fire has become a great mastery to Blueray, she can form it and bend it to her own will has passed this control by teaching it to her sister.
~Fire is burning passion, heated anger, and scorching hate. This is my drive, my core that powers me~

Water – Learned/Drawn from a water source
According to Janvier those of Belial's bloodline have the ability to master all four elements, in a bid to see if this was true she spent time in the library studying the elements. Water is the second element she now controls, all three of its forms vapour, water and ice including other varients.
~Water ever flowing never ceasing the constant of change with tears of everlasting sorrow, ice the cold of a void and emptiness, vapour nothing more than it appears to be a blanket that smothers. This is my life, my sadness, the pain that freezes me~

Earth – Learned/Anything with earth in it, that includes concrete
Spending more time in the library in order to study she eventually learnt Earth, the ability to make the ground move or open up. This is also connected to making things grow such as plants, and thus has a wide range in this element. In this fashion she can form the ground to do anything she wishes, or even use plants as a weapon of defence.
~Earth the will to defend loved ones and oneself, power to rise up and shake foundations. Mother earth of nurture to make things grow, the vines that bind yet lash out at all threats. This is my will, my strength, my devotion and duty to my family and those under my protection including myself~

Air – Learned/Drawn from the air all around
Another learned ability from the book she has been studying, the magick to create hurricanes, gusts of winds and make electricity. All forms of the air has been learned, the only trouble now is to control the voltage for things.
~Wind the breath of new hope, the descrution that lays waste to all in its path. Lightening the fire that shocks, a brief spark of emotion that is never long lasting.~

Feeding
Unlike most she generally feeds off any source she can come across, mostly she will take energy out of the air produced as a by product from emotional outbursts. Blueray will also eat regular foods when she feels like it, or devour the flesh of her victems when meals are down. Her main source is lust that she gains from sexual pleasure, in order to get lust she will copulate only with those she has attachment to or deemed worthy.

Fear
Yes she has fear. The only thing that terrifies her to her very core, is the place where she refuses to tread. Upon entering or even going to near the Dungeon, she will become so encompassed of her fear that she has no defences. Why is Blueray afraid of this place? There is a reason and all one has to do is ask.

Weaknesses/Flaws
Its no fun to have an all powerful character that can't be beaten or has no weaknesses, you don't get to enjoy a lot of RP that way. I like to weave in flaws and weaknesses that can be used and abused. A lot of the things she does uses energy such as the elements, summonings, mind control, in order for her to use this over long periods of time she needs a soul to replenish the energy levels. It is possible to make her use all her energy in a short period of time, fire and earth magick uses the most energy. Get her to attack in a continuous fashion while in a rage the energy is used, without eating a soul that energy can't be regained and she will be helpless without her magick to back her up. I will also accept any method that can supress or seal her powers on a temperary basis. Long term she can do her magicks over a period of months, as its done in short bursts rather than in full out combat.

Lulz of the day:

[10:24] Chlo Munster: i killed someone and it came up with
[10:09] DCS2 2.34: Chlo Munster heals SELF
[10:09] DCS2 2.34: 7Demons Uborstein Has been Defeated
[10:09] DCS2 2.34: 7Demons Uborsteinwas Killed By Blueray Darkes
[10:09] DCS2 2.34: 7Demons Uborstein heals SELF
[10:24] Chlo Munster: LOL
[10:24] Chlo Munster: your ghost is runnin round killin people!!

Toxian torment

A post of various short accounts

For the times I spent not seen in the city, I was hidden away or just sleeping. I had been severly disappointed by this place, I was no better off here than I was back at home. Good thing is I would most likely make a splash in this place, and I wasn't sure where to start to be sure.

I mean come on I was already capable of living on the streets, I just needed to figure out where I could go and what I could do. Rumours on the street is that there is a werewolf Pack, I decided I should try to get in to it as I longed for my own kind. To learn of what we are, and to learn their ways.

~Pack~
Somehow it was easy to get in to the Pack, they tested me on fighting skills. I never really fought much with a sword before, I did poorly but I passed the intelligence test and got good reference from Quiet. A female I had met in the city on one of my many wanderings learning the layout of the place, it was her who suggessted I go to see Fist the Pack beta. With the short time I was in the Pack, I never actually felt I belonged there at all with them all. My suscipions were justified when the word Shadows, began my inquistive nature to find out more about them. I used the Pack to my own benefit as I gathered information, and when ever needed I showed my loyality was to them no matter how false it was. The Pack a group of werewolves with broken ranks, a group with a smaller group in its core. Its that small group that caused some of my troubles, its that small group that makes the Pack rot on the inside.

~Janvier~
Not long after I had become a Pack member I was outside the Voodoo shop, I had tried taunting Kishi due to earlier encounters with her and the fact she insulted me and Narah. It was while the Coven members and other people were gathered outside that Janvier walked up, a demon of black skin, red eyes and white hair that made him appear like a demonic Drow. A demon in the city, I could tell he was he had horns and a tail. I felt myself cringe on the inside at his presence, and the rememberance it was a demon that killed my parents. Janvier appeared to be a great being yet incrediably sad, he used to rule the Shadows but they had all scattered now as the House had fallen. When he left I trailed behind him as my curiousity was the only thing making me follow him, he turned around to face me asking me why I couldn't let a father mourn his lost children in peace. I asked him questions and he answered.

Janvier: The Shadows were my children I had rised them
Blueray: So why not just rise them again?
Janvier: I rised them once it is someone elses turn now
Blueray: If you did it once then you can do it again, why leave something that important in the hands of another?

We were interrupted when a demon tailed man dropped down in front of Janvier, the two conversed and the demon walked off as I learnt he does often. The one who remained spoke to me very little, yet told me to keep safe and I replied to him until our paths cross again.

~Shadows~
Few days later Shadows began appearing again, and I had the good fortune to meet one. He wanted to become a demon and required certain items to do so, vampire fangs, werewolf drool and cyberblood. As I was still in the Pack I had to be careful when and where I met this Shadow, my group hated their guts and yet none had any good reason other than the fact to say Shadows are evil. It was also during this time Kumori joined us and I made certain to get all the information I needed from her, she spoke like she was terrified of her old family as she called them. I was told of all the things they had done and can do, still my curiousity was not sated and I required more. Since Kumori was an ex Shadow or so she claimed to be, I became fast friends not just because of what she was but because her life story was one that made my heart cry out to her. The Shadow led me to a vampire called Pieter, he was the demon tailed man I had met before and he is a Shadow. During our talk there was rumour that vampires were seeking more space, and since Pack had already scuffled with some Kindred Alliance members I went to tell Quillis. Quillis our alpha was fed the lines that KA might take over the Pack den in order to accomadate their new members, the whole thing was believable and she fell for it hook, line and sinker. It was after the blood drive at the Hospital and I had helped to steal some Cyber blood, that I stood beside my alpha while some Shadows declared they wanted a member as a slave. Strange things.

~Associate~
I had begun feeding information what I considered important to the Shadows via Pieter, I had various conversations with the vampire and he had called me smarter than my fellows. It was such a time I was speaking with Pieter that one Pack member found me, he accused me of being a Shadow spy and thus jeapordised my safety. I ended up leaving the Pack specially since I got ordered to not go seeking Kumori, who I heard had also left and was severly injured. She of course had returned to the Shadows, and I wanted to join them in doing so have a family. Over many weeks I spent my time getting to know the members, handing in information on various things and learning that my sadistic streak was growing. Where ever there were Shadows I would be there beside them, it soon became well known over the city I was associated with them. They grew to accept and like me in turn I enjoyed their company, until I got banned from the Pit I learnt much of the rotten core of the Pack. I yearned to learn, so I swallowed it all.

~Myriam~
If there ever was a thorn in my side it was the vampire Myriam, it was Myriam who captured me. Myriam who taped my muzzle shut, Myriam who dragged me through the city, and it was Myriam who handed me to the Pack. Myriam who declared me a danger to the city, and Myriam who tried and failed twice to end my life. After all of this I must thank her, for without her I wouldn't be who I am today. Thanks babe!

~Pain~
Under the administrations of Pack I was given pain, when was I taken from them Myriam gave me more pain. I laid upon the hospital bed barely healed and unable to defend myself, she stabbed me in the chest with a dagger in a bid to kill me. Without bothering to check whether I lived she leashed me again, and dragged me on my front back to the Pack den since my ankles were smashed. Once again the Shadows came and Kumori took me to the Pit where I could begin to start a recovery, after a few days I was fully healed yet ended up getting stabbed again. Myriam struck me in the shoulder with a dagger made of silver intent on ending my life, I wasn't even prepared to fight I was at the hospital because Kumori was hurt. Good thing I was in the hospital, I left when Janvier showed up to mark the vampire. She began her screeching that I was dangerous for the City, I just smiled and left her to her fate with the Shadows. Strange they always show up.

~Family~
I eventually got accepted in to the ranks of the Shadows by Janvier himself, I tried to keep the fact hidden from those I called friend. In the end I turned on them drawing my weapons, they were Righteous and I no longer had need of them. I have my family now I bleed for them and die for them, just as I vowed to do before I became one of them.

Lulz of the day:

[19:00] Picket McDonnell: del hun coooooome
[19:00] Picket McDonnell: pretty please?
[19:00] Blueray Darkes: He came earlier
[19:00] Carlos Bosatsu: shhhh >>
[19:00] Salamol Paragon: In my mouth >_>
[19:00] Tanika Akina: woow hoo
[19:00] Picket McDonnell didn't need to know that
[19:01] Salamol Paragon: I mean NO!
[19:01] Carlos Bosatsu: XD
[19:01] Blueray Darkes: ROFL
[19:01] Carlos Bosatsu: !!
[19:01] Picket McDonnell: and that just got quoted
[19:01] Carlos Bosatsu: GOTCHA!
[19:01] Salamol Paragon: DELETE THAT!
[19:01] Blueray Darkes: HAHAHAHAHA
[19:01] Salamol Paragon: stop quoting things for proof of my sexuality

Chaos is...

My father returned to us today, and took up his rightful place as Lord of Shadows. A new edition to our family has arrived also, and Pieter still ever the tease though says my ass is his. I wonder truely if he will do as he says and take me, but on one hand it won't be completely forced and I do fight back. No submission! Not unless its done in a way I can't win against... not many can do that not many at all.

Ryders caused shit mainly Halleon, and he beat us all down just for standing in the street. Haven was full of strippers, sounds like a normal night in Haven hehehe.

Lulz of the day:

[21:32] Dev Bracken wraps his arms around the pole and proceeds to grinding his waist against it
[21:43] Dev Bracken leans in running his tongue against the cool metal calling out "I'm going to make you my bitch!!!" still grinding himself against the pole.
[21:44] Dev Bracken shouts: Alz you sexy mother fucker i want to have your babies
[21:46] Merma Wijaya: ((what the hell is dev doing? :P))
[21:46] DCS2 2.33: Faust Vollmar OOC: Being a freak like he always is?
[21:46] Pontifex Janus: ((Just be happy you're not a pole))
[21:46] Dev Bracken grins at Alz his eyes beaming "Come here hot stuff."