Memories

So it came to pass we who were once loyal Shadows are now loyal Hellions, this city is unlike the island and its toxic air we left behind. In fact there is something about it that I can not put my finger on, I suppose a human who knows no better would call it fresh.

As with all turmoilious events we arrived in fashion, instantly spreading our domain over the place and making havoc. Some of us had forgotten the old place the memories of it shattered, some of us had returned to previous forms or changed completely. I myself seem to have a few gaps but I remember most of it, as I had become a historian somewhat for the tales I picked up over time.

I've barely had time to explore but taking the sky tour I been able to see lots of green stuff, trees and grass that tries to take over what little is left of the urban side of this place. I don't like all the green stuff it bugs me, then I been in cities all my life since my parents murder so it makes sense. No time to really explore since our arrival, trouble brews completely and we ended up having to rescue Pieter.

Funny how things turn out it was him who saved me on two seperate occasions, I finally was able to pay him back for one of them...

I continue my travels between the two families, my ties to both strong as ever now since being free from the island. I often find my mind travelling back to that place, wondering if the people will be glad we are gone. Perhaps they are, I hope they all rot.

Lulz of the day:

[17:22]  The Choi: A wild Blue appears!
[17:23]  The Choi: PIKACHOI I choose you!
[17:23]  The Choi: Pikachoi casts HUGGLE.
[17:23]  The Choi: It's SUPER effective!
[17:23]  Blueray Darkes: Foe BLUECHU is HUGGLED
[17:23]  Blueray Darkes: Foe BLUECHU uses GLOMP
[17:24]  The Choi: Pikachoi is glomped!
[17:24]  Blueray Darkes: It's not very effective!

End of an era

I had determined to leave and be done with it, the rumours that struck me through the legion were whispering a new Lord. There was no new Lord in my mind and Pieter had not been de-throned yet, I returned to the island to see who had the audacity to take over. The coupé de grace was almost perfect, the false one tried to tell us our Lord was in the Abyss. False one had no hope of keeping the truely loyal to the House and those loyal to both the past and current Lord, hissed and spat words at the one who tried to control the situation.

We left the island through the volcano as something eventually called us, those who stayed behind to continue serving are traitors to the family.

Thus we found ourselves somewhere else, with people we used to call friend and foe they joined us in to our family. We will start anew here under our Lord, and I have already informed him I will travel between my places. When he is awake I will be there, and when he sleeps I will head for LA.

I like the sudden ability to be able to use my wings, I never knew the sky had such freedom to it.

Lulz of the day:

[11:01] Blueray Darkes: "You are hardly a casanova".
[11:02] Valentine Shilova: I know
[11:02] Valentine Shilova: its like I never get laid
[11:02] Blueray Darkes: Oh joy you can join the "Never get laid by immortals" club with Fraz.

What lies beneath

What lies beneath the skin of the demoness, apart from her anger and her hate? What lies under the terrible squall she keeps conquered, and the burning lust that demands she satisfies herself?

In this city of LA under the magicks of the powerful Tempest, all that she had buried is now at the surface. Her tormented memories, her trauma, her fears and her desires along with a rage that knows no enemy or friend. Unfettered pride, and completely unstable along with her chaotic nature.

Help me...

Lulz of the day:

[18:19] Blueray Darkes: [*flips him off*]
[18:19] Elamyrath Bracken: [total invitation there]
[18:19] Blueray Darkes: [Nadda]
[18:19] Jax Stryker: [ Children. Don't make me turn this car around.]
[18:19] Blueray Darkes: [But daddy, he started it]
[18:19] Elamyrath Bracken: [she started it]
[18:19] Jolene Merlin: ( lol )
[18:19] Blueray Darkes: [xD]
[18:20] Elamyrath Bracken: [LOL ^5!]
[18:20] Dralkanen Hextall: (( Can we stop at Mcdonalds; Im huuuuuuuuungry))
[18:20] Blueray Darkes: [Can we have icecream? *highfives Elam*]
[18:20] Jax Stryker: [ *just dies* ]
[18:20] Elamyrath Bracken: [i wanna chocolate shake!]

Weakness of the Mind

“Weakness of the mind, its different for each one of us”, the black demon Janvier tells his newest daughter. “For me it is the fact I am easily controlled”.

The newly completed demoness lifts her head to view her father and sire, her tongue licked over her lips before she makes a response. “I’ve got strong mental barriers; I’ve had practice thanks to Drake”.

Janvier laughed then in amusement at her as if what she had said was funny, though to her it was not and later on stood her in good stead. Unlike her father she was not a puppet to anyone, except perhaps Dimentox who was able to overcome her defences. Pieter also had done the same but he had been allowed in, in a counter to it she became more cautious to who she let in. Her mind, her sanctuary. Blueray was not safe from the weakness of Belial’s bloodline; her existence was driven by hate, rage and basic carnal needs. Then there were the times before the foul and bad temperament took over completely, she would randomly be seen running through the Toxian streets and around people. Her voice lifted in to song that spoke of random things, when she dashed off once more people wondered about her state of mind.

It was clear to those around when she had the chance to hurt another that clearly she was not alright inside her own head. Torture of the living things often got the demoness worked in to a frenzy that she would lose control over her held shape and her true form is on show. Oh how she did enjoy to hear the cracking and breaking of bones, something that she had picked up before she became a demon. Her weakness was the instability of her mind; she suffered the need to be covered in blood. So close to being a clone of her father, perhaps such a thing was inevitable.

Terrox himself had called her insane.

Blueray was to be found sitting on the edge of the volcano which, is inside the bowels of the place everyone called The Pit. Her blue, clawed feet splashed in the boiling lava un-phased by the heat, surrounded on all sides by dark walls with the usual whispers of spirits by her ears. Hands stretched out behind her, she had her head tilted up to view the glass ceiling that was also the floor if you stood up on that level. Blue irises constantly drowning in a black abyss of her eyes, flickering her gaze as if she could see things that weren’t there. She was thinking back upon the forms of insanity she had seen in her family, Kishi was prone to extreme violent outbursts and Nuku was a schizophrenic. Picket well Picket was already extremely unstable; perhaps she wasn’t as affected as the others.

Since she has been taking in more chaotic energy that had begun to unravel her sanity more and more, then there had also been the arrival of Doctor Franken Stein whose madness infected her own. Those two often spiralled one another down to insanity fuelling each other, she mutilated and devoured herself while the human madman had the visions he alone could see. Her violence had increased especially when she became unstable, coming out in bursts that would be directed at targets for her hate.

Her thoughts now upon her own blood that causes horror visions, allows people to see demons from the other plane. Little vessel of madness that she was immune to her own effects, she was perhaps considering that maybe just maybe the weakness of the mind was caused by this blood. Why else would the children of Belial that were once stable of mind, become such demented creatures when they are turned?

It made sense... If she thought about it, it really did make sense.

Blueray’s own catalyst that broke her mind in to pieces was chaos, helped along to complete its shattering by Dr.Stein.

Why that human?

Slipping further in to the volcano to submerge herself completely in its heat, she pondered upon this one insignificant being that had gained her respect and friendship. For her time among the House of Shadows she been surrounded by varying degrees of madness, dementia and insanity, she could not place her finger upon it why it was he who dragged her down the rabbit hole. Heaving out a sigh the demoness of black and blue hues began to swim down through the hot depths, the questions asked by herself with no actual answers nor were they to be found.

Why not Vistyne? It was obvious the red demoness herself was crazy, with a temper that matched or perhaps outmatched her own. Would she not have been a better and more worthwhile one to be breaking her mind? Or Emmelia half brain dead, and had messed with Blueray’s mind causing agony for days.

“I’ve lived with insanity all my life; your blood does little to affect me. I think they keep my own visions in my head company”, words of a madman.

Was that it then? The fact he had been mad since the day he was born, is that why it had been Stein and why they infect one another?

Tucking her knees up under her chin, her tail curling about her ankles and her arms wrapped about her legs. She now floated inside that lava to get some rest and feed from the spirits that flowed from its hellish mouth opening, those thoughts and those questions still whirling around and around in her head.

Besides being around insanity wasn’t so bad, being completely insane was rather refreshing.

Limitless...

My scapegoat

In my grasp of mind control that I am once more excerising to its full extent, I have had the Righteous human girl Roxy as my new puppet. When she failed me I abused her for it, punishment to hope she doesn't fail again.

She failed!

Two failures and I was not happy with her I was already one step ahead, going to the church I was hoping to get hold of the book of Stryke myself. However a nice turn up for my own books was pilgrim's willingness to help our Lord Pieter, who was suffering from the fact he couldn't feed. So I made a deal with her. If she could get me a bone from Calleigh's mother, I will release Roxy from my control and pilgrim would be helping Pieter to be free of the curse.

The idiot agreed to the deal as willing as I was to free the human right there and then pilgrim said upon her succeeding for Roxy to be released. Fine with me means I get to keep the little mugworm for longer. Little does the angel though that her task would set her up nicely to be the fall man, or in other terms in some cultures called a scape goat.

Pilgrim succeeded and handed me a finger bone, I thus recieved the item and freed their comrade. Awwwww sometimes it is so good to be me, and that babypyre Kash decided to keep insulting me.

Beat him down and infected him with my brand of madness.

Serves him right.

Lulz of the day:

[20:10] Marv Whittaker: Bye the power of Greyskull...
[20:10] Blueray Darkes: I jizzed in my pants

He drives me nuts

I have nothing much to say...

Except...

Stein drives me crazy he pushes me in to my insanity, so much so that I want to scream and gouge out my brain matter. Claw open up my own head and scoop out the mess, throw it across the walls and ground in gruesome fashion.

This is what he drives me to...

I want to murder him, I want to break him, most of all I want to learn from him. There is no other human that I respect as I respect him. I let him get away with so much, fucking god damn monster Stein.

Lost inside my insanity, I will mutilate myself.

Lulz of the day:

[11:59] Spawn Rieko: Just because you don't do it now, doesn't mean you're not going to do it later
[11:59] Spawn Rieko: You can't trust yourself in this kind of situation. Something could come up that you weren't expecting.
[11:59] Spawn Rieko: How do you solve this problem?
[12:00] Dakira Seetan: with cheese
[12:00] Spawn Rieko: I'm being serious right now.
[12:00] Spawn Rieko: But yes, cheese helps.
[12:01] Spawn Rieko: Think for a second lol.
[12:01] Spawn Rieko: What would you do?
[12:01] Spawn Rieko: What SHOULD you do?
[12:01] Dakira Seetan: you want me to use my brain now?!

Try me

Upon one of my incursions in to the LA base I found Jess taped, tied and chained in the cage at the back of the base. Intriquied I made my way over and woke her up from her slumber, she stirred briefly to try and convince me to free her.

Now if I was stupid perhaps I would have just freed her on her word alone, that just because the host is an officier doesn't mean anything. If you're sitting there chained up there has to be a damn good reason for it, I do love to overstep my rank boundries and take matters in to my own hands. The taste for taking command and leading still fresh, though occasionally it turns stale in my mouth and grows bitter. If the AR was smaller it might be easy to go above my own rank, this family is huge and growing all the time doing so could get me in trouble. Specially since Tempest doesn't mess around when it comes to dishing out punishment.

Pain is fun in the right situation but not the way Bosslady deals it.

Banter between small, short and sweet if ya can call it sweet, I said I would tell our leader that Trime as she now calls herself wants to be free. I guess no one really knows that caging something wild, generally ends up killing them on the inside out. We as demons have to be free. I left her there in the cage, to go and find Bosslady or at least an officier. So far no luck. Oh well Trime maybe later.

Lulz of the day:

[15:43] steyr Shutt: Mine eyes have seen the glory of the insides of da Blue, she has a toaster in there and a vacuum cleaner too, but the rat cage and the rodent i dont know she got from where, but when i looked inside yesterday i swear it wasnt there .... lalalalala ((continues singing))