Things that happened

Stupid little upstarts...

They will all be crushed eventually either by her or others, she was hoping they would get bored with their rantings. Carry on ranting it only brings more cybers to her door, more cybers for her to recruit and more for the rogues to say she has enslaved.

I had begun to wander the streets once more, to get away from being cooped up in that empty place. I have also sheparded more cybers in some of them new, some of them returning faces in a sea of familar people who returned. Fareabel and Terrox came home at last, but the leadership is still mine. I do not lead with a heavy heart or with a misconcieved perception, I protect my family as I have protected my old one when I was in their ranks.

More often than not I walk alone as always, stricken with my own awkardness and heavy mortality. Sickening this knowledge knowing that I will die again, yet striving to make myself immortal with techonology.

At least recently I been feeling more like my old self, I have weedled out deals either by sheer lieing or being devious. I like that being sneaky saying one thing to then do another, I still had my old skills and no one would know any better. Simply because people trust me more...... Odd city this.

On a side note I suppose I have watched the start of Pilgrim's fall and corruption, just as I said it would happen even when she denied such an event would occur. More the fool of the angel then, more righteous they are the harder they fall anyway. I like watching, when I'm not parcipating. I'm an observer, like my Walker days.

Speaking of notes.....

I remember back when I was a wolf prowling the streets, doing Janvier's bidding though he was really Belial possessing Janvier. Confusing no? Not to me not now, maybe then a bit but I learned since then. I was sent to bring back a human and not just any human, a Righteous one called Vishous. Like myself she became a great Shadow, like myself she became a demon. Yesterday she had it all torn from her she was made human, ripped from everything she had come to know and love. Everything... Sounds familar something I can relate to. Hopefully though Vishous will find herself, maybe stay on the old path maybe go on a new one.

Full circle

Pity mines an oblong.

Lulz of the day:

[17:16] Picket McDonnell giggles and says "I think you like your waffles as much as I like my twinkies" she puts a hand up and says "until they are creamfilled goodness... I'll pass"
[17:16] Blueray Darkes: Try looking in his pants then
[17:16] Picket McDonnell: ha!
[17:16] Keaton nearly chokes

It's all an illusion

Over the last few days I have been in the foulest of moods, my twin brother has been murdered along with one of my Shadows. I had walked up the ramp to the Pit roof, my mind jumbled from the murders. A few of the Shadows stood around nodding as I passed, I still marvel at how I had attained my rank and their respect.

Vishous approached me becoming extremely affectionate, I embraced her as I would any of my siblings. She admitted she needed the comfort and I hugged her tighter, to be honest Vishous caught me off guard. There are some in the House I have had little contact with, yet they respect me and hang on my every word. The woman wrapped in my arms warm, soft was one I had little interaction, right now she was driving me nuts with her nibbling teeth on my neck. Vishous said it was her human nature, she withdrew from me I watched her.

Taking her hand I led her from the Pit to the sea wall, I sort of found the sea to be relaxing it helps calm me. We sat on the fence began talking, I told her she can come to me when she wants to let down her guard. It must be hard for Vishous to be the only human in our House after Tanika left, but at least she was not the only mortal being. When I had moments of weaknesses and self doubt, Skyler would soundly smack me across the head. I however had other methods.

Before I continued the talk; Hitaroki stalked in to view, I was happy to see him I really was. Yet he declared change to be nothing more than a repetative cycle, my feelings of missing him jaded perception. Nothing really changes, everything stays mundane and therefore just an illusion.

Life is the biggest of illusion of all.

I called him a jerk and Vishous ran off to leave us alone, he had come to say goodbye since he was leaving for good. He gave me the tome as I asked for it he didn't need it anymore, we hugged and Hitaroki said he will watch me til I transcend like he did.

Friend, brother, lover. My compromise, my partner in crime as I was yours.

Goodbye Hitaroki...

P.S. The tome in my possession is a sought after treasure, it was in Toxia wanted by Dimentox's Black Hand group. It was around before the tower fell. This tome was used to bring back Spirit of the KA, and used to seal my grandfather in a gem. Now I have it and oh what terrors I could unleash.

Lulz of the day:

[20:27] Bridgette Plunkett: there is a nine year old boy who has written a book called "how to talk to girls."
[20:27] Ethan Seelowe: rule 1: always bring candy
[20:27] Ethan Seelowe: rule 2: always wear your team's jersey, while making clear you are the BEST player on it
[20:28] Ethan Seelowe: rule 3: tell her how cool her sticker collection is
[20:28] Ethan Seelowe: rule 4: if above fails, pull her hair and throw rocks at her
[20:29] Bridgette Plunkett: No wonder I fell so fast. *grins*

Shooting has never been so much fun

Toxia is quiet, too quiet and I once mentioned its like the calm before a storm.

Something is brewing something big, its trouble and its not me causing it. For whatever reason Omega resurrected Dimentox, he took back his soul from the KA leader. There are new vampires appearing known as Dime's children, they say the city is owned by them and they will prove it. Foolish really the city is owned by my family, and I won't stand for this nonsense from those brats. They say they are The Reckoning and follow Dimentox blindly, I know the old stories from those who were born and rised in Toxia... I know the old stories from those who have lived long enough in this place, perhaps these "children" should be told who it was that brought the city to its current state.

I guess in a bid to rid ourselves of boredom while we do our normal tasks set upon us, we had a shoot out and promptly created a pile of bodies that were ours and that of Vish a Righteous. We were uncermoniously dragged in to the Vets for healing, once done we went out on to the street and did it all over again. What made it funnier in my own eyes was that I had bled upon a demoness and upon Vish, both began to see things no one else can and caused mayhem. Vish went on her own shooting spree injuring anyone in her way, to see her take down Journey and Bruno just really made my day.

All good things come to an end as Jason took Vish down, course being how I am when told to cage her I did so and "forgot" to take her guns off her. This entire commotion had called many to gather at the vets, Salamol stood upon the roof discussing with Journey that perhaps Vish had been doing drugs. Tut tut bad Vish! Rau also showed up and made the suggestion that one day, she will test the theory of whether I can die or not.

The shootings involved Kishi, Ava, Quiet, Tanika, Vish and myself. Helped out by Keanna, Journey, that random demoness, and Choi... Though she refused to do anything to help Shadows, and left me to bleed on the road. Keanna told her to grow a heart haha.

Yeah..... Toxia is quiet, too quiet. The calm before a storm.

Lulz of the day:

[19:39] Vishous Nightfire: lol oy Choi is saying it only lasts 2 days :P
[19:40] Blueray Darkes: Lol I guess but.. Blue's blood is more potent than Jan's, its been said in RP by Picket and Pieter. If you want two days of madness fine, angel blood is a quick cure
[19:41] Vishous Nightfire: oy.. tahts what Choi is saying.. im just saying don't any of them know the cure is angel lbood?
[19:42] Blueray Darkes: Alzreal has cured it before, he would have been the only Righteous to know
[19:42] Blueray Darkes: Only he's a Shadow now
[19:42] Vishous Nightfire facepalms
[19:42] Blueray Darkes: You're screwed
[19:42] Vishous Nightfire: lol...lovely
[19:43] Vishous Nightfire: I can handle this for 2 days
[19:43] Blueray Darkes: We got cages in the Pit
[19:44] Vishous Nightfire facepalms
[19:45] Blueray Darkes giggles